Broken Hearts & Concrete Walls

Brianna

Brianna was my second girlfriend. We met in high school. I was different person high school then I was in middle school. I caught on to the trends & kept up with them. I had dip fareel this time around. Thats probably how I was able to bag Brianna. Let me take that back. Me & Brianna were friends at first. Just a smoke buddy nothing more. I guess over time we caught feelings for each other. Ended up becoming boyfriend & girlfriend. The thing about Brianna is for one , she was a BIG upgrade compared to debbie in middles school. Debbie was more on the classy side as bri was more towards the ratchet side. Bri was the one to take my virginity. That was really baby girl at a point in time but here's how things turned out the worst for me. One day bri hmu mad asf. I asked her wat was goin on. She told me some nigga name Ricky came to her house & disrespected her. She said her & her friends went to party. It was her , her friend deja , Paige , & Ricky. She said they went back to her house to smoke n chill for a lil bit. She said Ricky was drunk asking for something to eat but she had nothing there at the time & he flipped. He started calling her broke & knocked over a bunch of shit before he left. When she finished tellin me I was vexed. I was ready to body this lil nigga but she told me leave it alone & that's what I did. A month goes by since then & I told her I was bouta come thru one day. I really didn't have to because I had a key but it was nice to let her know ahead of time that was just me. So I get to her house. The key she gave me was kinda bent so u had to fuck with it just to unlock the door. I guess she heard me messing struggling with the door because she opened it before I got a chance to unlock it. She came to door surprised asking me wat I was doin there. I looked at her saying I pretty much live here now move I'm trtna roll up. I moved her out the way I headed toward her room. Before I got there she cut me saying she put the dutches in the living room. It was strange to me because she always keeps them in her room but I didn't think much of it & when into the living room. She went in her room saying she had to change. So I sit in the living room roll up n realized I left my lighter. I didn't wanna smoke with out her either so I went towards her room to get her & a lighter. When I grabbed the door it was locked. I knocked on the door asking why she had the door locked & what was goin on. She yelled behind the door "hold on bae." 10mins went by & she still haven't opened up. So I went in the kitchen , got a butter knife & swiped my way into the room. When I waked in I seen her standing up & Ricky in the bed. I was lost for words. She told me she can explain but honestly I wasn't tryna head shit. I laughed saying wow. I lit my blunt & left. As I was walking home she was blowing my phone up but I never picked up. She sent me a text saying how sorry she was , this & that but it was all bs. 2 months go by & she hits my phone. Pretty much asking for us again. I was over the situation but I'mma big believer in everybody deserving a second chance. So we got back together. Winter time come around & one day we on the phone & she was like "bae if I was to do some spiteful shit would you be mad?" I'm like what kinda shit is that but not giving much thought I told her idk it would have to happen. She giggled & said ok. 3-4 days go by it's 2am & it's a blizzard outside not a strong one though. She calls me tellin me she's lonely n cold & wanted to come stay with her. I get dressed up & walk to her house. I got there n texted her phone sayin I was outside. I'm in my phone scrolling fb then outve nowhere I get drenched in water. I looked up towards where it came from && all I seen was a bucket goin back inside the window & the window closing. I flipped tf out. Started kicking in the door blowing her phone up && allat. I walk back to my side of town & stopped by the trap. My niggas were in there smoking n shit. They asked me wat happened & I told em. They laughed sayin that's fucked up but don't do nuthin stupid. He gave me a change of clothes . I dapped niggas up & went home. When I got there it was a text from her saying "can you answer my question now?" I was lost at first like "wtf u talkin bout ?!" Then it clicked. I cussed her ass out & told her to leave me tf alone. You cheated on me , asked for me to take you back just to do this dumb shit. At this point I was done with her & nevr hit her up again.