Le Jeffmads 2~

Chapter 4

It's only been like 4 months since I updated ha...

James PoV
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What the fuck.
What the fuck.
What.
The.
Fuck.
I'm angry.
I'm hurt.
I'm just... done.
Running through the courtyard of the college didn't help my pain. It's funny almost, however fast and hard you run, you're mind will always catch up to you. Slowly devouring your feelings until you are nothing more than a shell of yourself. Finally, stopping to sit under a large oak tree, I hugged my knees and breathed in as much as air as I could. I was too numb for tears, too numb for pain. The sheer thought of Thomas with Angelica made me nauseous. Although, I didn't entirely understand why. Sure he had slept with Angelica, but wasn't I the one who had decided to take a break? Cutting of my thoughts was none other then Aaron Burr walking up to me. He looked exhausted and I was surprised to see him.

"James.. are you ok?" Aaron sat down next to me lightly, hardly even making a noise.

"I'm just.. I.." struggling to say the words, I turned away. "Thomas and I are in a bad place right now." I put my hands on my lap and sighed. Aaron looked at me with his soft, brown, tired eyes.

"James, I'm so sorry that's awful." He put his arm around me and smiled. Feeling a slight blush come to my face I looked away nervously. I knew Aaron was just a friend, having feelings for him would break our friendship, and destroy me and Thomas'.

We sat in silence for a bit. The sky was a beautiful blue, clouds light and fluffy, floating across the sky, and birds chirping happily. Ironic, isn't it? Sitting there, I felt a small shift in Aaron. I looked over and saw him lying against my shoulder, fast asleep. I sat there for awhile, slowly growing more affection towards the adorable, tired, mess known as Aaron. There was only one thought before I closed my eyes as well.

'I think we're gonna get along just fine Aaron.'

Aaron PoV
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Wow.
Where to start? James Madison was incredible. Kinda and sweet, sarcastic and sassy, adorable  and lovable. And he was awful to watch movies with. James was, in a word, perfect. I had fallen for him quicker than when Hamilton tripped off the diving bored near the pool. Unfortunately, him and Thomas has been together. Don't get me wrong, Thomas seemed to be ok in my eyes, but only because James liked him. The more I got to know Jefferson, the more I decided we were not going to be friends.

The morning James went to Jefferson's place he texted me.

Jamalama❤️: I'm heading over to Thomas's, maybe I'll see you later.

A. Burr: Sounds good. Ttyl.

God, texting was so awkward. Knowing of the possibility of seeing James, I sat near the fountain at the courtyard, just playing on my phone. Finally I saw James come outside. He looked upset so I decided to hang back. Finally, I began to walk over near him.

—Time Skip Until That James Part Yknow?—

I woke up with a headache and a whole lotta James. His head was resting in my lap, and instantly, my mind exploded. His nose was scrunched up and there was a little bit of drool coming out of his mouth. It had started pooling on my sock, but I didn't even care. This angel of a man was sleeping on me.

Silently, without disturbing him, I kissed his forehead lightly.

"So this is what it's like to feel helpless." I sighed and played with the small boi's hair as he snored softly.

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