The Lone Wolf

Chapter 10

- HER-

I can feel my wolf is distancing herself away from me, I know she's mad at me. Being a werewolf, meant having a mate is important. If not, the werewolf will be feral and unstable. It would bring danger to other pack members.

Nayna misses him.

Truth to say, I am too.

I can still remember the sense of security that washed over me when he's near me. His body sending a newfound pleasure to me. A feelings that I never knew existed. It's like the hidden feeling has awakened from its deep slumber.

I sighed loudly. Letting my feelings out in a breathe. It has been weeks since I last saw him. I'm a bit disappointed because he did not stormed or marched his way to get me.

Do I want him to? Yes yes, definitely.

But you ran.

I know what I did, you bitch. You don't have to remind me.

The sadness blanketed my being making me slouched my shoulders. These days, all I've been doing is sighing and whining like a spoiled bitch.

I don't know why I ran. I was shocked and frightened and I just wanted to let it sunk in my system.

I was... frightened.

And I did the thing that I've come to regret now.

I ran as fast as I can away from him. I haven't told a single soul about my founding my mate thing. It's not that I was embarrassed of him, I don't want anyone sputtering their hateful words about him.

I've heard enough of my 22 years, the frightening commentary about him, about how vicious and utterly dangerous he is that anyone wouldn't dare to cross any border.

However, since our very first encounter, he's proven to be the opposite.

He actually looked more human than what they all said, a monster. I admit I'm a bit perplexed and wary of his sheer massive size, but he's not violence in any way.

I don't know him much to even defend him and my judgement may be void because I'm his mate. I'm biased of him. Who wouldn't?

God, this is so messed up. I want to see him again. No, I need to see him again.

I'm afraid he'll be mad at me, and maybe he'll reject me afterwards. I don't know what I'll do if he rejected me.

The thoughts saddened me and my mood turned moody.

First things first, I'll meet him and confronted him, said I'm sorry for freaking out. And... if he decided to reject me, that's another side of the story.

I'll manage. I guess.

But... it's easier to say. I'm shit scared of the unknown event that is his decision.

I need to go see him.

Last thing I know I was grabbing my shoes, ready for a run. I wear a loose shirt and a sweat pants.

The sounds of grass under my covered shoes feet, crunched accompanying me in the silent night. I don't know where he lives. The last time I was there, I didn't have all time in the world to assess my surroundings, my focus was mainly to run away.

I followed Nayna's path the last time we run. Nayna was very happy I made the decision to meet him. Our mate.

Help me, Nayna. Where to next?

My wolf was delighted and she gave the direction until I saw the place I first met him. My mate. Come to think about it, I don't even know his name. How ironic. Busy running away, can't even bring myself to ask for his name.

I make sure to walk slowly. My eyes roamed around the area, there's not a lot of trees here, it's like an open space in the middle of the woods. Is this territory his?

I walked until I was in front a cabin. It was tall and it looks spacious from the window I look through. The delicious smell of him was strongest the nearer I got there. It's his cabin. I lifted my hand and knocked the door. Once, twice, thrice.

No answer.

She looks again from the window with both hands on the outer of her face. No movements at all. Where'd he go?

She did the most thing she wouldn't expect she did. Her hands was holding the doorknobs trying to open it. It did. It surprises her too.

It's open. It's unlocked.

She open it slowly. Instantly she was wafted by the scents of her mate. The masculinity of pine is her favorite scents now. She feel content and safe here.

His cabin unexpectedly looks homey and cozy and... clean too. The cabin was complete with the essentials a home needed and it is very spacious. I guess that counts looking just by his size.

She shudders when the thoughts of him fills her mind. She closes the door and walk to the living room, the kitchen, and her tiny hands traces the place she has discovered.

She love it. It's simple and it's perfect.

As soon as her feet stops at this particular one door, the strongest scents of his hit her nose. His room. She wanted so badly to go inside. But turns away not wanting to to pry on their second encounter.

With a reluctant feelings, she walks back to the kitchen and open the fridge. His fridge was stocked with foods, meats, vegetables and lot of meats. Bottles of juices were set in the compartment.

Even his fridge is organized nicely.

Is there anyone that helped him? But that's impossible, no one has ever dared to come near this territory. Let alone in his cabin. Anyone was very cautious and aware to not crossed any forbidden parts of the woods.

What if there is someone? My body is feeling warmed. My chest is constricted like it was being stabbed by knives. My head is spinning thinking of the uncertain. What is this feeling?

Is this jealousy?

I didn't know I was the type to be jealous. But the thoughts of him being with someone before me, makes me sad. Nayna is growling and whimpering at the back of my head with the haunting thoughts.

The cold breeze coming from the fridge did nothing to calm my feelings. I closed the fridge and sat on the stool near the kitchen counter. I breathe deep to calm myself which did nothing to the tingling sense I'm feeling.

Nayna wanted out. My eyes are seeing red and the needs to run seems tempting at this hour.

The sounds of the open door shatters my needs. The calmness and overwhelming feelings surrounds myself. The air was buzzing with the intense electricity. The shudders I felt was running down my spine. I felt this whenever he's near.

I know it without looking, he's home.