slowly sinking, wasting away
the pain you feel now you won’t feel the next day
the demons you try to fight, the battles you almost won
the victory was almost yours
but you slipped again, shouting, yelling
you do anything just to feel, just be alive
but you slowly sink into the abyss of darkness
you slowly give in the torment to pain of failure
you no longer feel alive
you feel numb, transparent even
no one seems to care, no one seems to see
no one’s ever there to help you
