when was the last time you smiled?
the last time you held your breath just to let it out?
all you can remember is sadness
the stale memories of yesterday
the loneliness of always being alone
you kept dreaming, hoping of the day you get out
the day when it's all over
you're eager to start seeing colorful skies again
tired of seeing those full grey clouds
praying for the day you can feel happiness
and relish in the afterthought of nothing
