You feel lonely in a house filled with people
An outsider looking in
You feel like you don't belong there
You feel like you're invading personal space, even when they say you aren't
You want to leave but don't know where
You want to run free but you don't know how
You have friends but it feels like they don't really care but deep down you know that's not the case
You think you're the toxic one, the one that's always draining the positive energy
Your mind is never a friendly place, always drowning in your thoughts
You don't think you're good enough, why aren't you good enough?
Aren't you doing enough? Are you not putting in the work to be better?
Are you easy to complain about?
You feel so empty, you're drowning and there's no one to save you
They say God is always on your side but you feel alone most days
You feel as if your emotions are no longer worth it
Just wasting away daily