Queen of North

Meeting my mate

I had my morning class and was walking down the canteen for lunch when I suddenly bumped with a pillar. I mean a strong new guy and guess what? They all have got tattoos on their right arms which means they are from Blood Moon Pack.

Oh god, why on earth do I have to bumped with them? Haven't you found anyone else to bump? I mean I am happy to jump into cactus bushes rather than bumping with them.
I don't know what to do so I kept on looking down on my shoes when someone angrily spoke out.

'Hey you little brat, don't you have your eyes to see?' one guy said

'Do you have any idea whom you bumped into? Just ask forgiveness from our Alpha Xavier & if you have luck then he'll forgive you' another man said

I didn't move an inch from my place just looking down at the feet. I was afraid of them but at the same moment I was crushing them thinking about my family.

How rude? Don't they know how to talk with a girl? How could they all be so heartless? Where are their manner? These rascals are just unbearable.

I couldn't understand why they couldn't see their Alpha Fault? I mean their Alpha has got bigger eyes than me and rather than apologising they are asking me to say sorry.
Never in this earth am I going to say him sorry even if it cost my life. I will never bow in front of my parents' enemy who made them suffer their whole life.

'Hey you, don't you have your ears?' first guy said

'Or are you dumb who cannot speak?' another guy said laughing making me angry

I felt so sad hearing other people laughing at my disability. Therefore, I looked directly into that Alpha beautiful ocean blue eyes and using my sign language, I told him that I can't talk but I do have eyes unlike his who neither use his eyes nor use his voice to apologies.
Everyone looks confused seeing me using my sign language. That Alpha eyes look disgusting and emotionless staring at me.

'Are you seriously dumb?' one guy said
I nod yes making them surprise.

'Can you shift?' Alpha said eagerly
I nod No making him angry.

'How can this be possible?' Alpha said holding his head

'What happened Xavier? Why are you acting weird?' first guy said which I guess he might be his beta

'Tell me this can't be true. I mean this dumb little brat who can't even shift is my mate? How can Moon goddess be this much rude to give me this pathetic disable dump brat as my mate' he said with lots of hatred and angriness towards me

'What?' Both the guys said it at once.

'I Alpha Xavier Black rejects you (What's your name you dump brat?) whatever as my mate and Future Luna of my Blood Moon pack' he said

It hurts to know that your mate doesn't want you but it'll hurt you more knowing him calling pathetic disable dump brat. There was a sharp pain in my chest as if someone just stabbed a sharp knife on it but I didn't show my emotions.

Why can't everyone understand me that I don't chose myself to be disable? I too want to be a normal girl talking, singing and speaking. At past, my parents left me due to my disability and now it's my mate turn.

I seriously hate them all and I am glad that I don't have to live with this rascal and his cheap minded friends. I love my family more than him and they are my world.

Therefore, using my sign language I replied him saying that I accept your rejection and thank you for rejecting me.

I didn't dropped a single tears in front of him showing my weakness rather I gave him a huge smile thanking him for rejecting me.

I was suffering every time with this unbearable pain inside my chest. It feels like I will die anytime with this burning sensation especially a night time.

I was having difficulties in breathing and sweating whole night crying out silently as I don't want my parents to know and get worried.

I will rather bear this pain then hurt my parents. Therefore, I always try to act normal in front of my family not letting them know what's going on in my life.

I had a dream last night about a beautiful white angel asking me to come to meet her in North Pole. She told me that she is waiting for me and I am special to her.

North Pole? What? I mean why? I don't know who was that lady in my dreams? I need to find out her and the reason behind my dreams. I mean I could rather go to North Pole than stay with my parents holding up this burning sensation pain.

At least I can get some cold air and no one knows, it might just erase all my pains and sadness due to the freezing weather.

Therefore, I packed my stuffs and wrote down a sweet loving note to my parents saying that I'll be home soon.

Dear Mom, Dad and Aiden,
Firstly, I would like to tell you that I love you all forever and ever. Please do forgive your little Ana for leaving this note behind and leaving you all.
Dad, I am just writing you to tell you that I had a weird dream last night asking one lady to come to meet her since she is waiting for me.
I don't know who was that lady neither I know where I can find her but I have a feeling that I need to go and meet her. Therefore, I'll be leaving for a while with a promise to return back.

Mom, I love you and I am really sorry for leaving like this but please do understand me. I'll be home soon once I meet that lady of my dreams.

Aiden, can you please take care of mom and dad in my absence? I can't see a tears on their eyes.
Loving Princess,
Ana (I will miss you all)
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