Queen of North

Thinking about her..

Alpha Xavier POV:

I am known as the most heartless, Ruthless & emotionless Alpha of the whole world Pack.

I never let anyone near me and I hate everyone apart from my pack.

My pack members are my strength and they needs to be strong and well trained.

Everyone is scared of me since I killed my own dad at the age of 12. I was a small boy when I killed my dad which makes me known as dangerous Alpha.

My dad was doing some lap experiment with my mom's body making her pain along with the Alpha Morgan from Dark blood pack.

My mom was bleeding blood and was so weak. She wasn't even breathing and my dad keeps on torturing her.

This made me so pissed up that I took a silver knife and stabbed him into his heart while he was sleeping.

I went towards my mom to free her but it was already late. She was fighting with her life and dead.

All she told me is that she loves me a lot and she will give me some power which I need to protect it until the Queen of North returns back her kingdom.

With that she transfer her power onto my body and died. I couldn't overcome my mom's dead and became heartless person.

I always stand with high guts and hard emotions not showing my weakness to anyone.

The power I got it from my mom was so incredible. I mean I can blend my smell with the surrounding environment, I can destroy anyone within a second and can even create a magic barrier around my territory to restrict any other wolves trying to trespass.

I was studying in our pack school until I finished my school life and need further education.

We didn't have university in our territory so we need to go to pack university where all pack members can study from school level to degree certificate.

I was 18 years old when I joined the Pack University. Our pack members has got a unique tattoo on their right arms making everyone recognised us.

On the first day at University, I was walking down the corridor when I bumped with a beautiful girl who catches my eyes.

She looks so innocent, pure and breathe taking. She didn't smell like a werewolf but what surprise me was that my wolf Zeid howled 'Our Mate'

This made me so happy seeing my mate but afterwards when I find out that she is dump and can't shift, then my anger overcomes my emotions.

I hate that my mate can't shift and also can't talk. Fuck, this can't be true, she can't be a strong Luna for my Pack.

So, I rejected her the time I meet her. I didn't know her name and who was she? I feel sharp pain in my heart after rejecting her but who cares? After all, weak and dump girl can't be my mate.

My wolf Zeid keeps on crushing me for rejecting our mate making me angrier so I shut him down.

I want strong mate not weak and dump. I crushed my fate for giving me a pathetic weak mate.

I feel sad after rejecting my mate so asked Claire (Slut of our pack) to pleasure me making me forget about her.

Normally every night, I slept with her but the rejection keeps on flashing in front my face. I called my mate pathetic whereas now I am becoming pathetic without her.

Few month passes down and I haven't seen her from the day I reject her. I was good at hiding my emotions so I hide it from everyone.

I was the strongest Alpha for everyone but deep in my heart I was the most broken Alpha.
My Beta Alex and Gamma Eden found their mates and they both are very happy busy making out with their love ones.

I kind of feel jealous looking at them but I never told anyone about my feelings. Claire is all over me and always by my side pleading me to mark her which I couldn't.

I mean every time I try to mark her then my mate innocent face flashes in front of me.

I kind of feel guilt and sadness whenever I think of her. I can still see her innocent face flashing in my mind whenever I close my eyes.

Sometimes I even think about myself, what will had happen if I hadn't reject her? Will I be happy or sad? How will be my life?

One thing I am sure was that I don't have to stay with Claire if I had accept her. I choose power over my mate and now I will regret it forever.

I thought rejecting my weak mate will make my pack stronger but I was wrong.

But still I try to calm myself down saying my decision was correct. I am a strong Alpha and I can't fall for her. She is just a weak girl, I should only love and protect my pack not my mate.

I just hate myself for my life turning out like this more like a hell. I thought my happiness will returned back once I meet my mate but No, I was wrong.

My happiness was taken away after I meet her and now left behind with a Claire bitch of my pack.

Why moon goddess why?
What big crime did I do that you punish me like this?

End of POV