Crush

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"he's not interested in you, and he never was"

Strangely those words hit my heart like knives. It made me want to cry and scream and deny everything she said, but I couldn't

I didn't even know if those words were actually false

"Hey, are you feeling okay?" Mark asked me "you've been sitting there with a frown on your face, for like 10 minutes"

"I'm sure she's fine" Misun said from the couch across from ours "she probably just misses her best friend"

Mark looked at her and then back at me "Jimin?"

"Of course she misses Jimin. Did you know-" she started

I knew exactly what she was about to say, and it made my heart drop. How could she just tell Mark that

"She used to have the biggest crush on him" she told everyone that had been sitting on the two couches

Mark immediately looked back at her "and how would you know that?"

"Remember we used to work together? We were like sisters, of course I knew who she liked" She said with the biggest smile on her face

He looked back at me "Jiwoo, is that true?"

I gulped and looked down "I-I don't want to talk about it"

He still looked at me confused

"Can we just leave? I'm feeling very uncomfortable" I said quietly

"But we just got here" he said

I stood up and looked at him "it's okay, you can stay, I'll go"

I made my way towards the door and opened it

"Wait, Jiwoo! I'll come with." Mark said from behind me

I turned around and looked at him "no, it's okay. You obviously want to hang out with your friends, so you should"

"But I want to hang out with you more!" He said "I love you!"

I gasped and looked at him "y-you what?"

He reached out and took my hand "I love you Jiwoo. And I'm being serious. I'm not just saying it so you'll forgive me"

My eyes started to well up with tears "I-I love you too!"

He pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead "I'm sorry if I made you feel like you were second to my friends, because you're not"

I hugged him tightly and nodded, my tears wiping on his chest

"Would you like to go?" He asked and looked down at me

I smiled and nodded

He took my hand and lead me to the elevator. It was silent the whole way down but it was a comfortable silence, I felt safe with him

We got in his car and drove off to my apartment "is it true though?"

"Is what true?" I asked and looked at me

"That you liked Jimin?" He asked and glanced over at me

I nodded "but my feeling were never returned, so I had to move on"

"I'm sorry, but then again I'm not, because I would have never been able to go out with you if things were different" he said with a smile

I light giggled and shook my head

We had stopped at a red light and he looked at me "I love you"

I smiled "I love you too"

And suddenly all I saw were bright headlights and the sound of a very loud honk from a truck

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I'm so sorry everyone for the really short chapter, but I needed to upload this, so I hope you enjoy!

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