In love with my best friend | Jimin fan fiction

The breakup

It's been two years since I realized my feelings for my best friend Park Jimin. We have known each other since we were little kids, so I've grown to know how he's feeling, and he doesn't feel the same.

I was walking down the cold, snowy street to his house, because I had gotten a text from him saying that his girlfriend had just broken up with him. This was the third time this had happened, but also the longest. It made me happy that he would call me for comfort, but sad seeing him hurt.

I knocked on his door, which quickly opened showing a teary faced Jimin
"You're finally here. I've been waiting forever." He pulled me in, and pushed me toward the couch and I sat down.

He soon came and sat next to me pulling out his phone. "You have to see the text she sent me. It's terrible" the text read 'I just want you to know Park Jimin, that I hate you. I can't believe I ever liked you. Goodbye' "wow" I said shocked "I know right and I don't even know what I did wrong" he looked at me with tears in his eyes which made me feel a sharp pain in my chest. How could anyone break up with this baby faced man? He's so cute with his chubby cheeks, his beautiful brown eyes, his soft hair. Those are just some of the reasons I liked him so much.

"How could she do this to me? And so close to Christmas too." He let out a sigh and rested his head on my shoulder "at least I'll have you. Right, Jiwoo?" "Right" he looked up at me, so I darted my head away so he wouldn't see me turning red. "Jiwoo?" I looked back at him "yes?" He moved his head off my shoulder and into a comfortable position to where he could look me fully in the face "is there someone you like?"

At his sudden question, I looked down, because I could feel my face turning into a tomato. *should I lie, or tell him  the truth about how I feel?* "U-um no" lie

"Jiwoo," he grabbed my chin, making me look up into his eyes. "You know I know when you're lying. Just tell me the truth." "I-i am" I backed away, then suddenly fell off the couch. "I have to use the bathroom. I'll be right back." I walked to the bathroom, shut the door, locked it and sat on the floor. *ahh what am I supposed to do?* I sat there thinking, not knowing what to do at all. *I'll do it. I'm gonna tell him how I feel* I stood up, and opened the door slowly. "It's someone I'm very close to" I said walking back up to the couch *uhh Jiwoo, you're such a coward. Just tell him how you feel* "the guessing game? Okay." I sat down on the couch and decided to give him a very obvious hint "his name starts with a J." "J?" We sat there for around three to four minutes. I thought he was just acting stupid, but he really didn't know.

All of a sudden he jumped of the couch, startling me and said "Jungkook!" Jungkook. At first when I met Jungkook, I thought he was a nice guy, and he would be a good boyfriend, but unfortunately I had these feelings for Jimin that would just not pass. He had a huge smile on his face, it just proves he doesn't feel the same. "Wrong" I said feeling a lump in my throat. "What? Really? I thought I was right. The only other person that I know that you're close to with a J name is Jin. Is it Jin?" He looked at me confused "What? No. Jin is like an older brother to me." It's super obvious now, how could you be this stupid?

"Well I give up." He said sitting back down beside me. I felt like crying, him not returning my feelings, but not even knowing about them in the first place, but I held it in. I stood up and walked to the door "I'm gonna go now, I have work tomorrow, and so do you." I was surprised that I could get that whole sentence out without one stutter. When I reached for the door handle I suddenly felt someone grab it and pull me into a hug. *Why are you doing this to me Jimin?* "please don't go. I still don't feel better. I need you here." "Fine"

I knew I should have left, but I didn't want to see him sad. He pulled a little out of the hug and flashed the biggest smile at me. He fully pulled out of the hug, and walked toward the kitchen "We're watching a movie tonight." He grabbed a bag of popcorn out of the cupboard and threw it in the microwave "Are you gonna take off your coat?" He asked

After I had taken off my coat, and the popcorn was done popping, we were sat at the couch with his head back on my shoulder.

Throughout the movie all I could hear was Jimin sobbing and saying "Mi Sun and I used to have dates like that. We'd have a great time" until it finally stopped and he fell asleep. For awhile I was sitting, just admiring his facial features. He looked so cute, his soft silver hair, his big plump lips. I loved them, I loved him, but he doesn't love me.