Sexual tension and best buds (phan)

chapter 3

ok yeah so, well havent i been on wattpad for a while. if i'm honest i stopped useing it after brotherly love went on hiatus, but i know how much i hate it when people don't update fic's so if anyones still intrested, you know. plus i have improved my writeing skills... i guess. i also edited the first two chaptors. i want this AN to have 69 words.

 "phil push's dan back, sniffing his neck. he could smell the sweet sent of dans blood through his skin, suddenly-"

        phil couldn't hold in his laughter at that point, nearly falling off the office chair from in his hysterics. dan just stared down at him with an impatient look until he stooped.

        "are you done yet" he scolded, phil just looked up at him innocently "this is supposed to be dramatic phil".

"i know" phil said "but why am i sniffing your neck". 

"oh come on you certainly don't have issues sniffing other things" dan realized how that sounded after he said it and he blushed furiously.

"and how would you know that dan" the look on phil's face was mischievous yet he still held on to that innocent demeanor.

"you know what i mean phil, you know you sure got those viewers tricked, because you so know what you are doing"  dan walked over to stand directly in front of the office chair. phil rolled his eyes and leaned back in the chair.

"hey" phil pouted "i'm not doing anything"

"sure" dan smiled, leaning downward. 

after a second of silence phil started to sit back up, he wasn't paying attetion and hooked the back of dans ankle with his foot. dan was sent tumbling on top of phil, landing sprawled out on his lap. phil was in shock at first, he didn't really move, and dan was left to deal with the issues of his knee stuck under the arm rest.

"phil what the hell" dan was trying to be sirius but it ended as a giggle.

"there not much i can do dan, you weigh a ton" phil smirked

"shut up" dan laughed trying to get to a less awkward position, but it ply ended up with him straddling phil's hips.  dan's knee was free of the arm rest but his foot replace it, not to mention he was now kinda forced to look at phil. he stubbled to free him self, phil just sort of watched him laughing.

phil had a hand on dans waist, and the other on his shoulder. he was making an effort to help dan get at an angle were he could pull his foot of of the loop. dan was able to lift him self up enough so that his foot was almost released, but his lack of upper arm strength sent him back down. he landed with force back on phil's hips. 

"uhgg" 

"ahhh"

things got quite, no more giggling, no more struggling, just straight eye contact. both of their faces flushed white. neither of them moved, there hips were still pressed together. what had just happened was undeniable, they had shared a moan of pleasure from the friction they had just encountered. that'll put a damper on "platonic". 

all dan could think was "don't get hard" "don't get hard". it wasn't usually a problem he had with phil, but it was a little different when your groans were pressed together, and you hadn't really had any sexual contact in a while. suddenly it wasn't as hard to free his foot, and he got up quickly, but still not breaking the eye contact until he was stood. he looked down not really knowing what to do.

"dan" phil said in a barley audible voice as he stood making his way over towards dan, he place a hand on dans shoulder lightly but he still didn't respond. "dan" he was a little bit louder this time, but he still sounded just as concerned "come on"

"come on what phil" he shaped looking up and crossing his arms 

"dan, i-i i just" phil didn't know what to say, he didn't know how to deal wit dan like this, he really ever got this way, so passive.

"whatever" dan scoffed sarcastically "it doesn't matter" dan pushed past phil, but he was only able to keep his tough exterior into the hallway. he slid down the side of the wall outside the study intron of the stairs.

dan sat curled up with his knees to his chest, the awkward experience had reduced him to his insecure 18 year old  self. phil was gonna hate him wasn't he, no it wasn't even that phil was to nice to do that he'd just pretend. phil would pretend he didn't find him disgusting, and he'd act like like he didn't mind.

phil stood in the doorway and watched dan, it wasn't a big deal, things happen he understood. phil wasn't innocent either, it wasn't a big deal,but he wasn't sure dan was going to believe that. phil sat by the other side of the wall across from dan, he kick a leg out and taped dans foot with his own. dan chuckled softly, shaking his head trying to hide his smile.

"you know dan it doesn't matter" phil couldn't help but keep his eyes on dan watching him protectively.

"yeah" dan sighed heavily "i know" dan looked up slowly, he was worried, worried if he looked up phil wouldn't be there but he was wrong. phil was there still smiling, still concerned. dan hadn't realized but phil was the one who saved him. phil saved him from boredom all those years ago, then he saved him from lioness. he thought of how he was stuck in a rot in uni, and phil helped hi through it. dan didn't understand why phil did all this.

  "the whole thing is actually kinda-" phil was cut off

"why" dan said just starring at phil

"wh-what" phil stammered

"why" dan choked on his words "why me, why did you talk to me. who was i to be worth your time. why am i worth your time now" dan was crying, sobbing softly 

"dan, i-"

"you always were there for me, you always said exactly what i needed to hear. you got me were i am today, how could i ever be worth that. you always took my shit, and did what ever you could to fix it, to fix me" dan put his head in his hands, crying even harder now.

he didn't notice phil slide tow reds him, sitting on his knees in front of dan. phil put his hands on dans knees. dan flinched slightly but didn't look up.

"dan" phil said softly "dan you, you just. you seemed so interesting, you said things to me that made me laugh, you made me happier than i had been for a while. i liked that you never cared, how you just did what you wanted, i liked how despite that you always thought of others first."

dan looked up at phil to see him hovering over him smiling. phil was silent for a moment before continuing. "you were always worth it, you were too worth it. you were too good for me, too smart, too funny, the least i could do was help you. i wanted to help you reach the top, be who you always wanted to be." phil leaned in just a bit closer "so dan don't you ever say you aren't worth it, don't you ever act like you aren't as good as you are, and don't you dare tell me you aren't worth my time, because if it wasn't for you i wouldn't have anytime to spend. you are my best friend, and you were never a burden, and all the time of mine you wasted was the best time of my life"

phil leaned in hesitantly and kissed dans forehead softly, he used his thumb to wipe the tears from his eyes. he pulled back so he was sitting up on his knees, still holding on to dans. dan was just staring at phil, wide-eyed and confused, most of the hurt in his eyes had slipped away. phil broke the eye contact to look at the clock on the wall of the study, he looked back at dan for a moment to see him fidgeting with his fingers. phil padded dans knee 

"i, gonna , i uh, i'm gonna make dinner ok" with that phil got up and walked down the stairs, humming quietly as he did.

dan was too shocked to move. all of what he said all of what phil said to him, the kiss on the forehead, the loving gestures. dan didn't know what to make of it, he had always thought about how phil saved him, but he never stopped to think if he save phil. "if it wasn't for you i wouldn't have any time to spend" the words rong in his ears, bashing at his heart and brain. could he have possibly meant- no dan thought, phil would never, phil could never, or would he.

"Dan, dinners done. I mean, if you want any" phil yelled from downstairs, dan stood up. he dusted off his jeans and began down the stairs, forgetting all about his video, forgetting all about youtube, forgetting all about any thing but phil.