It's dark and destructive
When u wait all evening
To pass by
Just to get back in your shell
And cry your heart out
While you hug your cushion tight
And feel how lonely you are
How heavy your emptiness feels
How much u crave
For one real person
Who do not give up on uAll this life ....
I have heard stories of self love, shit and what not .....
Dude fuck self love
I can't spend a minute
With myself
My thoughts kills me
I m lost in my own mind ....
All these words .....phrases
Stories ain't matter
It's sad ..., Isn't it
When u know
No one needs u badly
U have been lonely
All your life
Behind your mask of Happiness
And then finally
When your tears shed off
All u do is just
Sleep ....
Sleep those sadness away
Good night. ....