Thomas Brodie Sangster Stuffff

That's my life-Thomas

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stop.

His chest stopped rising. His breathing stopped. My heart skipped a beat. A tear fell into my lap.

He's dead. He died. He's gone. forever.

A loud muffed beep sound went off. A few nurses and two Doctors rushed into the room. A nurse rudely  grabbed my shoulder literally throwing. I saw a man come out. He stopped in front of me. ''We tried. i'm so sorry'' he then left. People rushed past me. i felt dizzy. everything spinned. I fell onto my knees. i was about to hit the floor with my face when someone caught me. ''I need a doctor!!'' i heard people running. my eyes fell close and little did i know there was darkness. ''We tried. I'm so sorry.'' echoed through my head. everything went black.

-time skip bc i can-

i slowly opened my my eyes, seeing a unknown man standing in my room.

what happened? how he?

''hey,'' the man said sadly. ''hey..'' i replied. ''Name's Thomas'' he smiled sadly. ''y/n'' i looked down. A silent tone fell. awkward. ''so look..you passed out and....'' ''yeah ehh and..'' he chuckled ''i caught you, before you hit the floor.'' i thanked him. ''sorry..eh i dont wanna be rude or something..but-'' ''I'm here bc the doctor told me to.. he told me that ehh you lost someone and maybe need some support..'' i looked shocked. ''i'm sorry but i dont need a babysitter'' i  snapped. ''i'm not here to babysit you, look, my fiancee just died. i think i kinda know how you feeling.'' he snapped back, ''i'm sorry for your loss'' ''im sorry for yours too...'' he looked down. ''he was my soulmate, he asked me to marry him and then he had a heart attack. and yea here we go..'' he stared at me, ''where did you get the bruises from?'' he looked at my arm. ''i fell.'' i looked anywhere but his eyes. ''did he hit you?'' he asked sternly. '' what ? no...you cant talk about him like that, i really loved him.'' ''so he did'' i looked down ''maybe he did sometimes, maybe he wasnt always a good guy, but i really loved him.'' i said. ''was she a nice girl? or was she a bad person.'' he looked out of the window. ''thats non of your buisness'' he growled. i flinched back, scared he would do the same he did to me. ''oh'' i said softly making him glance over at me. he saw my scared face and his expression softed. ''i didnt mean to scare you'' he said in a low voice. ''ah'' i stood up leaving the room, ''hey y/n where are ya going??'' ''anywhere but here.''i got past him running down the stairs leading out. ''hey hey hey stop'' he said grabbing my wrist, i glared at his hand, when he realized what he've done he imminently let go of my wrist. ''sorry'' he mumbled. i turned around and left him standing there. alone. 

-time skip bisheeees 3 years-

there he was. he didnt saw me but i could see him. our new neighbor. Thomas moved in yesterday into the big house next to us. whats wrong with me? why does he need a big house like that? was he married? 

i grabbed my phone heading to Thomas will he recognize me? i rang the door bell, ''hello?'' a blonde women opened the door. ''hey...is Thomas here?'' she glared at me, rude, ''and you are?'' ''non of your buisness doll'' i smiled, ''get the fuck away from my house you bloody creep'' she screamed, ''what tha hell?!'' i covered my ears. ''what is happening here'' there it was the familliar british voice,'' he looked at me ''hey y/n'' he smiled, ''whos this slut what is she doing hereee'' she pouted. ''Thomas can i talk to you alone?'' i asked politly, ''but tommmmmmy what about  me??'' she whined, shes hella annoying. ''just wait in the house,'' he comanded, 

''its been a long time'' i laughed nervously. ''yea'' he replied. ''i dont wanna be rude or something but your girlfriend so annoying'' his head shot up. ''can you do me a favor?'' he said looking deeply into my eyes, ''yes everything'' ''could you argue with me, saying that youre my wife and im a bloody cheater and kinda trying to get her off of me.'' i chuckled ''yes sure'' ''Toooommmmmmmmyyy'' there the annoying thing came, ''what is she doing here?'' i snapped, ''well i happened to be his girlfriend, what about you?'' i smirked, ''well i happened to be his wife'' i snapped back. her face went pale. ''you are his- you cheated on her??'' she asked shocked ''what noo i love her i would never do something like that.'' ''then you cheated.''she looked me in the eye, ''nope we have a son, he just run away, leaving me alone,'' fake tears coming out. ''you kept him??'' he asked fake shocked thinking i was joking, ''so  where is your son?'' the bitch asked. ''Mary,'' i called then the baby sitter of my son Jackson who is 3 by now came. of course its not Thomas child but that was enough to convice her. ''thats is Jackson,'' i picked him up and he looked confused at Thomas and the little rat. ''mummy...who are they'' ''omg hes so cute, Thomas im breaking up with you, i know its hard but bye'' she left. ''you actually have a kid?'' i nodded, ''its his kid. hmm'' he smiled, ''he has your eyes'' i blushed ''thank you''

-time skip-

''Jackson!!'' i yelled, ''im coming mum,'' he yelled back, ''you are late honey dads waiting already in the car!'' i shouted, he came down kissing me on the cheek, ''bye mum love you'' he waved and left the house. ''see you baby'' i called, he rolled his eyes. ''be careful thomas, be safe'' i smiled, before my husband drove my son to havard where he'll study to be a doctor. Thats what my life turned out.

a/n: sorry for not posting lately but i was busy with school and stuff...a dt to Leonie, bc i love her..<333 and i oop cya byeeee

-angel