A journey for hope

Chapter 2 : I love this... NOT!

Chapter 2 is here~ wonder what'll happen to Zutto ~ hehe anyway let the chapter start! Kizutan and Hanoka's way of speech drives me crazy =.= but... *sigh*...

I tried to distance myself from Kizutan and Hanoka, however my attempt quickly failed. My wrists were bound together with duck tape behind my back and I had a cold metal collar around my neck, attached to the wall of wherever I was with a old chain that still held strong regardless of how old and rusted it looked.

"Awww little boy' scared of us, don't you worry a hair on your pretty head"

Kizutan soothed, well attempted to soothe the best he could with a voice that sounded as if he had been recently strangled. I glared fiercely up towards the disgusting filth in front of me. I knew very well that I was supposed to be crying and terrified but I didn't care. I was a freak and I had to stay strong for myself.

"The 'ittle boy seem' ta be a fierce one, you sure it good idea to sell him so soon?"

Hanoka smiled as he leaned towards me, his decaying teeth made me wrinkle my nose in disgust. I wouldn't let those two illiterate thugs make me cry.

I've been beaten too much by my mom who I still love... Being beaten by total strangers won't be as bad.. Even if I almost die that would be fine.. I'm just a freak anyway..

I was shoved by Hanoka, my hood fell down from covering my fuzzy scarlet cat ears, the disgustingly bald man froze for a second before a cruel grin spread across his face.

"Looky 'ere the little boy 'as some kitty cat ears!

Hanoka growled as he grabbed my sensitive ears and pulled on them with his grubby, and pudgy fingers. A jolt of pain washed through me, but I refused to cry out. When I cried out when my mom beat me, the pain she brought afterward became even worse. I was stuck with glaring at the disgusting man hatefully.

"You right! Man we could get some awesome cash if we sell 'im"

Kizutan smirked as he moved Hanoka away from me so that he could take a good look at me. I was terrified in reality, however I dared not show my fear to these strange and disgusting people.

Fear can be used against me... That's what those people in white lab coats did...

I glared my best towards my two captives with my olive eyes. I was starting to feel nauseous from their stink, I slightly hoped that my nausea would do its job so that I could retch all over the already filthy thugs.

I shivered as Kizutan held my chin within his stubby fingers and forced me to look up towards the crouching men. I hated way he stroked the side of my chin so gently yet roughly.

Kizutan sighed sadly and looked at me with longing, eerie chills jolted along my spine as I saw the lust filled gaze that filled his hazel eyes. Before I had become a freak and when my mother still loved me, she would often take me out to the park. The looks in Kizutan's eyes reminded me of the glances I got from the other parents, my mother always told me to avoid others with that look because I was so 'cute'.

"Bruder... Can't we keep 'im for us you know?"

I narrowed my eyes at Kizutan as he began to talk with his apparent brother. Their way of talking made me thankful that I had often read a lot of books. Hanoka shook his mangy head sadly towards the filthy bald man and sighed.

"No brudah... I love ta but he too mini for us.... Plus we need the cash"

I felt slightly relieved that those thugs would be away from me eventually, however it made me wonder who would be next.

I wonder what they're talking about.... What am I too small to do?...

I glared towards the bald man, it was the only thing I could do with myself bound and my mobility non existent. I knew that glaring was a somewhat childish action but I just couldn't help myself.

"Aww but maybe we can play wit' 'im a little bit first?...."

Kizutan whispered with longing as he picked up my small body within his oversized hands and began to stroke my spine through my clothes as he would a cat but much harder.

I growled in pain then gasped in shock at the sound I made. My growl had sounded exactly like a cat, I inwardly cursed the scientists that had turned me into a freak.

Shouldn't nothing bad happen to child protégés? Hmm wait I've got an idea..

I looked up towards the disgusting bothers, instead of hatred existing within my jade eyes I made my eyes look all foggy with pleasure. I for once felt thankful for all of those acting classes I had been forced to take. I opened my mouth, revealing my pointed canines and let an erasure filled meow escape my throat and forced myself to purr.

On the outside I looked as if I was in heaven from that dirty thug petting my spine, however it was actually difficult to not cry out in pain.

"Aww he tis like a kitty cat!"

Hanoka's eyes lit up with joy as he tried to take me out of his brother's grasp. It was hard not to smirk as I continued up my act.

Hmm hopefully they'll argue over me and I'll be freed in the chaos. I just hope battles between idiots are as crazy as they are on tv... I know it's a crazy idea for a so called child protégé like me but I'm desperate...

"Ah what ya doin' brudah? I had 'im first!"

Kizutan whined as he moves so that his back was towards his brother, 'shielding' me away from the other man's grasp.

"But I wanna turn brudah!!! I no held kitty yet like that!"

Hanoka shoved his brother to the ground, the big oaf hit the floor with a large thud. I winced as I was flung unintentionally, the chain on my next half strangling me.

Maybe I should have thought my plan through a little better...

"BRUDAH STOP!!"

Kizutan screeched in pain, I realized that his stomach had landed on shards of broken glass, probably broken liquor bottles like on tv.

I didn't mean for anyone to actually get hurt...

Tears of pain streamed from Kizutan's eyes as his brother gently but clumsily helped him up. Concern was visible in Hanoka's eyes as he dragged his brother out of the room, leaving me all alone.

That seemed to go well.... Now what?

A glimmer caught my eye, it was a shard of class within my reach. I wormed my way to the side slightly so that my bound hands were in the position to grasp the glass.

Maybe it's a good thing that they are complete slobs..

Once I had grip I hastily worked the glass on the duck tape on my wrists, it hurt to angle my hands so strangely but I knew that I had to if I wanted to escape. I hissed silently in pain as I occasionally messed up and caught my wrist.

I was okay with showing my pain when I was alone, nobody could use it against me if they didn't know.

Me: that's the end of the chapter

Zutto: my plan messed big time

Me: aww don't worry you seem to be compromising

Zutto: but I caused one of the idiots to bleed...

Me: ..... You wanted them to beat each other up...

Zutto: still brothers wouldn't kill each other..

Me: *sigh* Zutto you're so strange... Anyway hope you liked the chapter!~~~