Darkness...
All I could see was darkness, the faint shading of light started to grow however. Bigger and bigger just as sounds around me started getting louder and louder.
Muffles...
Muffled sounds if I may add, just kept getting louder. First soft whispers, which would transform into unfinished vowels, words pronounced wrongly...
"Brett, please help me... Please..." He wept.
My eyes flashed open at the call, wondering around in the darkness for the sound, my sense of hearing guiding me. Fumbling to turn on the lamp, I squinted at the orangey brightness before to see my lover.
He couldn't stop tossing and turning. He couldn't stop mumbling my name.
He couldn't stop crying, though his eyes were painfully forced shut.He must be having a bad dream again. He's been having them these few days.
I focused on Eddy, everything behind him were all a blur due to my short sightedness. Reaching out, I cupped his face with one hand while the other pulled his head onto my lap, stroking his muscular arm softly. He said it was consoling once just to feel my touch. That it was comforting to hold my hand, have my head lay on his shoulder, lips brush across his...
"Please-Please don't take him away. He's all I have left—" "Shh...shh... It's okay I'm right here." I said softly, fingers combing through the others hair. Quickly, I found my glasses at the bedside table and rested them on my nose and ears. I couldn't help but sigh, no matter how hard I try to convince myself, I still don't understand why Eddy would want to go through the nightmares and overcome them himself. "Might as well get used to it." I recall Eddy saying, his smile flashing his cute crooked teeth.
As if on cue, Eddy jumps up and into my shoulders, his head resting against my chest. It was painful to see his tear-stained cheeks and blood-shot eyes, but he still looked as beautiful as ever. The reflection from the liquid made his face glow and the blush from his cheeks was just-
Damn I would kiss him forever if I could.
Eddy looked up at me, still breathing heavily. "How hard was I crying this time?" He asked, arms wrapping around my waist tightly as he placed his head on my shoulder. I rested my head against his, "Quite badly, worse than yesterday's but better than last week's." He couldn't stop scratching himself in his sleep, forcing me to wake him up. I really hope this stops.
He chuckled softly, choking out a sob. "I'm sorry I just- I didn't want you to leave."
"I never will-"
"This time I saw you taking someone's hand and walking away into a shadow..."
"Eddy listen to me."His head tilted up to meet my eyes, a sparkle flickering in the midst of his pupil. I tried to hold back a tear as I saw the love of my life so hurt, so sad, over a lie he keeps telling himself. The lie which caused him all the pain, the anger, the scars.
I hate that lie with all my might. I would stab it and punch it and scream at it if it were a person. How dare it hurt my Eddy?!
"I love you, and I'll never leave you. Every time you have a nightmare I'll always be there holding you, caressing you, comforting you. You don't have to worry."
I felt my heart flutter when he gave me a quick peck in return, and my heart skip a beat when he looked away out of embarrassment. He's too cute.
"I love you too, Brett. And I trust you..."
I don't know how Long we sat there holding each other tightly like it was the end of the world. But I would never let Eddy go if it meant leaving him...
Hi-Hi, it's me. And I hope you like this chapter. If y'all want some more of this series/ angst/ fluff like this just write it in the comments. Thanks for reading and see ya next time.
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عاطفيةThis is a (brett x eddy) one shot book 📖I hope you Ling Ling wannabes enjoy it and if there're any mistakes, just tell me. Remember to leave some comments. And if Eddy and Brett read this somehow which is impossible actually, pls don't be offended...