When an Anbu calls.

All the hints and more.

3 months later. Iruka's bed room*

We carried on much the same. With questions and answers. But we also had lots of make out sessions also. My eyes always covered.

We had handjobs and oral sex too. My eyes always covered, if his mask had to come off.

But every time I thought we would finally get intimate. He would leave. He would not cross the line of loosing too much clothing. My oral on him would always be with his pants still on.

It wasn't that I just wanted sex. I wanted to feel his body, see his body, and know him.

But he was not willing to lose the mysterious Anbu persona with me. The worst part is I was falling in love with a man I had no idea who he was.

I mean I knew so much about him I knew how our sexual relations felt for him and me. But there were aspects we could not explore because of the rules. His family, his childhood and life, his friends, his fucking name. It was enough that I was feeling jipped.

One night I had had enough.

Wolf... Do you want to start?

He sat next me on the bed, holding my hand. His thumb rubbing circles on the back of my fingers.

I felt cocky. I wanted answers and so I was gonna press for them.

Iruka... Sure. Who's your best friend?

Wolf... Iruka! You can't ask that.

Iruka... Oh. How long have you been an Anbu?

Wolf... You can't ask that either.

Iruka... Right. What's your real name?

Wolf... Damn it Iruka!

He dropped my hand.

Wolf... Why are you doing that? You know the rules.

Iruka... Because it's not enough anymore. I know so much about you. But I don't know you.

Wolf... You know me. And I know you. How can you say that?

Iruka... Yes, you know me. Know my name. My work. What I do. Where I live. Who my friends are. I'll bet you even know my past. But I don't know any of those things. Wolf, I want you! I want to love you. But I also need to know those things if I'm gonna give myself wholly to someone.

Wolf... You want to love me?

Iruka... Yes Wolf, I do. Is this just sex for you or do you really want to know me and be with me? Cause I feel like you do? And I want that too.

Wolf... Its not just sexual. I do love you, Iruka.

He grabs me and holds me to him. I hug him back. But I have tears in my eyes.

Iruka... Then you need to open up.

Wolf... You won't like the real me.

Iruka... I don't know the real you. What if you approached me during the day?

He pulls back and looks at me.

Wolf... And then what.. Oh, Hi Iruka, I'm Wolf.  Don't kick my ass, because you now know who I am and hate me!

Iruka... Why are you so positive that I will hate you.

Wolf... Oh because you already do.

Iruka... I know you?

Wolf... We've had our run-ins.

Iruka... And I said I hate you?

Wolf... Oh it's the general feeling I get when we talk.