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Guilty : Second chance (Part 1)

Present

Jennie
At Jennie's Apartment (2020)

Y/n seems troubled about something. Yes, she's here with me, spending time with me, cuddling with me, eating the homemade meals that I made for her... but she's not giving her full attention to me. It's like only her body is here with me but her soul looks like it's already flown away from me.

Now both of us watching a movie on my laptop. Cuddling on my bed. It's my favorite thing to do with her. I love it when she's cuddling with me and stealing a kiss from me every chance she gets. But today she's just literally staring at my laptop's screen. It feels like I'm cuddling with a doll.

"Babe?" I called her. She just hummed in response without looking at me. "Thinking about someone else?" I said while raising my left eyebrow and looking at her. Y/n quickly turned her attention toward me. "What?" she asked while furrowing her eyebrow. "What are you talking about, baby?" Y/n sounds so serious, and her facial expression looks so fucking cute right now, she looks confused.

"You... Who are you thinking about right now?" when I said that, Y/n just looked at me silently. "Huh?" she said while moving a little away from me to turn her body fully towards me. She sat in front of me properly then grabbed both my hands gently. "Why would you say that, baby?" she asked softly.

Y/n

"Why don't you ask yourself, Y/n?" Jennie said which made me scared. I'm nervous because of it. I looked at Jennie silently. "It's not like I'm thinking about someone else, baby... it's work... I'm thinking about this certain project... it's making me stressed, to be honest... but I'm sorry baby."

Liar. I'm such a liar.

Jennie looked at me blankly. Did she detect that I was lying to her?

"Sorry for what, Y/n?" Jennie asked me while removing her hands from my hands then folded her arms. She's making me nervous because of her tone of voice and the way she looks at me. It looks like she's trying to read me. I'm trying to calm down. "I'm sorry that I'm not paying attention to you, baby... I promise I won't do that again." I said while putting my right hand to my chest and smiling sweetly at her.

"Don't just say your promise but you do it again, Y/n... what if you do it again?" when Jennie asked me that, it reminded me of Rosé. I shouldn't do that with Rosé. I shouldn't betray my Jennie. "Just give me the punishment that suits me then, baby," I said to her.

Jennie looked at me and then slowly smiled at me while cupping my face using her delicate yet soft hands. "Okay then, B." I'm sorry, baby. "I trust you." I'm sorry that I lied to you.

I forced myself to smile. It's a one-time mistake but these feelings of guilt eating me slowly. "I love you, Y/n." then Jennie kissed me while shutting her eyes. I looked at her while kissing her back.

I pulled away slowly then I touched her left cheek and caressed it gently. I looked at her lovingly. "I love you too... I love you so much." I said what I felt for real. "I know," Jennie said shyly then told me to lie down with her. She put her head on my chest and then hugged my waist.

While Jennie continued to watch the movie, I was just staring at her. Then I kissed the top of her head and caressed her hair gently. "I'm sleepy," Jennie said. "Sleep," I whispered. "Don't leave me, okay?" when she said that, it made my heart feel like being stabbed. These guilty feelings gonna fuck me up if I didn't do anything to it.

"I won't, baby... Let's sleep." Jennie just sleeps soundly while me, thinking about the things that I did with Rosé.

Fuck!

Why the fuck did I do that? Now I feel like an asshole bastard. I shouldn't do that. Why the fuck did I let my guard down toward Rosé?

To be continued 🖤
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