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Relationship : Heartbreak, Insecure, Jealous (Part 2)

Flashback
*2018, the day Y/n and Rosé broke up

Y/n

It's been one and a half months after that incident, and we still going strong. That's what I believe.

I forgive her.
I trust her again.

She promises me that she won't meet that guy, Jimin again.

Today's the day of our dates. I'm gonna pick her up from her house. Then take her everywhere she wanted to go because that's what she asked for.

I'm happy but... my instinct told me otherwise.

That I'm gonna hurt really bad today. That makes me nervous. What's gonna be happening today?

*In front of Rosé's house

I'm ringing the bell. Soon the door was opened. "Oh, Y/n? You're here... wait... I'm gonna take my handbag first." Rosé told me while giving me a little smile.

Is that a genuine smile or a fake smile?

I've seriously asked myself too many times now. Ever since that incident, why did I stay? Then my heart said the answer, because I love her so much that I don't care that she hurt me before.

"Let's go." Rosé linked her arm to mine and went to my car.

*inside Y/n's car

Silence.

It's not an awkward or comfortable silence either. It's just like she's not even here with me.

"So? Where you wanna go?" I asked her. But I got no response. So I take a glance at her and then back to my driving. *sigh* now it's time to be so fucking nervous, I guess.

To be honest, I'm scared of anything that comes out of her mouth. I'm scared that she's gonna let me go, leave me, and break my heart when I'm not ready. When my heart strongly still holds on to her. When my-

"Let's go to our first date place," she said. I'm just gulping nervously. Why there? Suddenly?

I feel Rosé's hand on my thigh. "Are you okay, Y/n?" she asked me. I just nodded and hummed in response. I'm too scared to speak right now. I don't know why.

*amusement park

As we arrived, I looked up at the roller coaster. Damn! I hate that ride.

A hand holds my left hand. I looked down at my hand. Rosé intertwined our fingers and then smiled at me. "Let's have fun, okay?" why do I feel like this is gonna be the last fun I had with her?

"Okay," I replied then kissed the back of her hand that I held.

Rosé began to bring me to the rides. She's happy as she's smiling happily. Having her moment with me. Have fun with me. Relive that moment just like our first date. Making me lost in the moment. Lost in time.

It's already dark. It's time for our last ride.

Ferris wheel 🎡