"Even if you hurt me and leave me, my heart is still with you." - Y/n
"I'm so sorry, my baby. I'll always love you." - Park Chaeyoung
"I love you, don't leave me please." - Kim Jennie
🚬𝙈𝙮 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖...
I'm crying and crying again. I can feel my heart breaking into pieces. Guilty eating me up slowly. Every time I'm thinking about Y/n. I miss her. I miss her so fucking bad. I want her to be here right now. Loving me, kissing me, cuddling with me, comforting me. But she's not here. She's not mine anymore. I'm the one that hurt her so badly.
Fuck... this is more painful than when we're broken up.
Took her for granted. That's what I did to her. And I regret it so much. Now, I'm losing her again.
Now, I'm staying in my bedroom, in the dark. On my bed, alone. For almost a week, I didn't get out of my apartment.
*click* someone opens the door of my apartment.
"Chaeyoung? Are you home?" I heard Lisa's voice. She knows my passcode door. That's why she can easily get in.
I just kept silent and didn't bother to reply to her while wrapping my body with my blanket. I wanted to cry again.
"Park Chaeyoung?" Lisa opened my bedroom door. She's standing there while holding my door handle tightly. She looked at me intently for a minute. Then Lisa made her way to my window then grabbed my remote to open my curtains window. "What happened? Who did this, Rosie? What is happening to you? You didn't reply to my text or pick up my calls... damn I'm worried to death, Rosie." then she approached me carefully. Sitting in front of me. "Can I lay down beside you?" Lisa asked me. I just look at her blankly. So she just lay down, facing me.
Lisa
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*I love them 🖤
Slowly, I lift my left hand and then touch Rosé's right cheek. Why did she look so lifeless?
She looks so damn sad, heartbroken. I'm brushing her cheek gently using my thumb.
"What's wrong, Rosie?" I whisper to her softly. Suddenly, she starts crying, sobbing so hard like she lost someone so dear to her. Rosé covered her face, then wailed loudly. "I don't know how to fix this, Lisa! I'm hurting her too much more than I thought! Now that thinking about taking her back to me... it's only gonna hurt her again... I feel so damn guilty! I'm so fucking selfish! I love her... I'm still in love with her... but I never check on her after I leave her... the last time, I... Damn, it... I only came to her apartment to take everything, took my things then I'm hurting her again that day... why did I do that? I don't even know that she almost hurt herself... She almost kills herself... Now I just wanna say sorry to her... and let her be happy... even if she's not with me anymore... even if she didn't choose me anymore... I wanna her to be happy... but fuck... at the same time... I can't seem to let her go, Lisa... what should I do?" Rosé explains to me.
So this is about Y/n.
I'm leaning closer to Rosé. I kiss her forehead tenderly. Then look at her eyes, caressing both of her cheeks. "Calm down, Chaeyoung." I'm trying to comfort her. "It might be the best for you and her if you start to let her go... slowly... it's not good for you to hold her like this... it's only hurting you... or maybe Y/n too... God... look at you, Chaeyoung... you look so messed up... maybe you can ask for her forgiveness, y'know... so that you can forgive yourself too... this is... this just don't right, Chaeyoung... you shouldn't throw your life like this... I'm still here... I'm not gonna leave you..." I hug her. Pulling her head closer onto my chest. I'm caressing her back gently then kissing on the top of her head.
"I'm here, Rosé." I feel Rosé's arms hugging my waist and sobbing again.
So this is what a person does when they love someone. Comfort them even if it's because they're heartbroken by someone else. Even if it's hurting them too.
Never knew that I was gonna be that person to my best friend.
To be continued 💃 Chaelisa! Anyone? Lol -XyourDaDdyX
