OKk soo i know its been a while but I really need to write and I've been procrastinating...sorry!! For those of you who read this its about ready to get flippen intense and again I apologise for not writing in a while..
I LOST MY MOXY!! .. if you know what I mean? Well thank you to all the fans who are bearing with me I know its got a ways to go but it will be good :)
Votes and comments are appreciated bunches xD i love you fans!!
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It was the next day at school and I did everything in my power to stay away from Draven and Mr. Lover boy. I needed time to think and I litterally avoided the hallways I knew that they would be walking in. However I could not get rid of Amy who had apparently become best friends with E.B. The one day I take to go out with a guy Amy goes off and becomes miss preppy prep with E.B. I couldn't beleive it.
I was walking down the hallway when I saw them laughing in a little group, Bryce was no where to be found though.. I also happened to miss out on a very important night last night because aparently Amy had lost her purity. (yea you know what I'm talking about..'that') She was morphing into someone that I didn't want to be around and that was only one night. Next week she is a garunteed goner if I can't get her attention before then.
I was walking up the side hallway near the lunch room when I was cought off guard by a group of E.B.'s 'cliche'. I turned the corner and right when I did they were all around me. Surrounding me.
"Lookey here at the new queen wanna be--aww she's a little boyfriend stealer--we should mess her face up-- Brittani should kill her----what a looser---slut---cunt--you're pathetic." They were all talking at me all at the same time. Tears swelled up in my eyes, maybe that's why Bryce missed school today. Maybe he didn't want to be with me after all.
"Please let me through. I just need to get to lunch." I tried not to panic, tried to hold back the anger and pushed the tears away from my mind. I had to pretend like they weren't there or it would break me to pieces. I finally had enough and was getting ready to yell for help when someone from out of the groups said this, "come on she's not worth our time."
A slap to the face or a fist to the stomach would have been better than that. They never touched me. It was their words, the words that cut and scarred deep into my soul. Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me. Yea, gradeschool words were lies, I was hurt and no one could see the effect or aftershock, but me.
Run. That's what I did. I threw my shoes into the trash and ran as fast as I could out of there. I couldn't take that school any more. I don't want it to be like that, I wanted to be popular, liked, loved, remembered in a good way. No, here I was scum and scum wasn't pretty.
I bolted through my front door and ran to my room. I slammed the door and locked it. I then went to my room where comfort would come. In every way I could find. I turned on my phone and it started exploding with texts. I took a shower and cried until I couldn't any more. I got dressed in new clothes and took some medicine to help me sleep for a whille.
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buzzzzzzz buzzz buzz
I sat up and grabbed my phone and saw the number. I had 354 text messages from random people but they weren't random at all. They were people from my school. The things they said were needless to say not nice, and hateful.
I grabbed my keys and made sure that Mom didn't see me leave the house because she had just got home from work and would throw a fit if she saw me home.
I dialed Bryce's number and hugged myself as I walked down my road.
"Hello?"
"Why aren't you at school?" I bite my finger nails a little nervous and shy.
"I didn't feel very well when I woke up this morning at your house so I came home and went back to bed."
"Do you know what people are saying about me?" I whisper not able to say it without crying.
"No."
"Their saying mean things about how I'm a slut and I'm a wanna be-" I was cut off.
"You are." Ouch. That hurt.
.......a moment of silence passed.
"I'm not and you know I'm not! I thought you loved me."
"Well you thought wrong." He laughed as if it was a joke that I thought he could love me. "You're easy. It took me one date for you to put out. At least for Brittani it took four. I mean come on, did you honestly think I would stay with you.." A moment of silence passed, "Aww you did...that's so sweet."
"MOVE!" I yelled in a last attempt to escape but there was no escaping it..I was trapped like a dog in a cage. I was getting ready to scream when someone grabbed me from behind and huged me and held me. I was getting ready to fight back but I figured out who it was.
"Draven?" I thought he hated me...
He held me closer and whispered in my ear-"of course its me, who-?"
D was cut off by an overwhelming black cloud that wrapped around me and I welcomed it.
I wanted to be anywhere else but there.
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Authors note: ok so tell me what you think... im really on the loop about this chappy! I wanted it to be better but i need some comments and otes to keep me going ;) <3
please please pleaseeee!!!! dont loose me on this one!
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