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Do you know what feeling alone is like? Even when you're in a crowd you still feel utterly...alone. This is where my heart cries. This is where my mind will free itself. This is my collection of messed up poetry.

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by Jimins9Lost5Jams

by Jimins9Lost5Jams

What's better;

Feeling numb,

Or feeling sad?

Or feeling anything at all?

Is all the pain we endure,

All the heartache,

Is it really worth the love we may or may not get in return.

I mean...why fucking care for people who never really care about you?

I want to cut everyone out of my life.

I want to be alone.

Yet I don't want to feel alone,

And, sometimes, that's all I ever fucking feel.

I will never remember the times when you were in 3rd grade.

I will never truly understand the inside jokes.

I will never be fought for.

No matter how much I fight for everyone I know and care for.

This breakdown may just help clear up my trashy life.

Not that it's bad,

Not on the surface...

Everything that's broken and betrayed is on the inside.

I just want to feel numb 24/7.

please...

please.....

It...

It hurts. So much. So fucking much.