Deadly Magic

With Him

I bolt upright screaming. I stop and start to pant. We're still here. We're still in the clearing. Nothing happened. I wasn't there. It wasn't real.

Tears stream down my face. Daemon sits up. He turns me towards him and hugs me. “Shhh. Sh sh shh. It's okay. I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry.” He rubs my back.

“Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything.”

“I did. I pushed the dream on you. That dream was mine.”

I suddenly get a bad case of hiccups. “Di-did that r-really happen?”

He sighs. “Yeah. Yeah it did.” I don't say anything. I just hiccup until it must get on his nerves and he goes to get me some water.

He hands me the bottle and I take it and drink it. He sits back down with me. He wraps his arms around me and I lay my head on his chest. “You shouldn't have had to endure that. It's okay to tell me  these things, it's what I'm here for. I'd much rather you tell me things, instead of screaming my lungs out after a nightmare. Okay?”

“Okay.” We cuddle a little longer but the temperature drops. Once we're in the car, Daemon turns the heat on and I lean my seat back, after being so worn out from the day and his dream and so many other things. I focus on my breathing.

“Do you want to stay with me tonight?”

“Mmm, and every night after.” I see him smile and I relax into the seat, drifting off.

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I hear a door slam. It must be the car's. I'm half awake, as in I can hear things but can't bring myself to move an inch.

My door opens and my seat belt snaps. I feel arms under my legs and around my back. It must be Daemon.

I feel the gentle sway of Daemons walk. We're through the door. We go up some steps, down a long hallway, and I'm finally laid on the bed.

I open my eyes his room is amazing. It takes my breath away. I get the feeling that this is one of the few places he can be himself.

There's posters of people on the wall. A desk that's cluttered with papers, mostly drawings of me. They're good drawings, too. They go as far back as when we met, years ago. There are things on the ceiling and everything's everywhere. Amazingly his room represents him. All over the place.

“Oh, you're awake. Wonderful. Do you mind getting undressed for me, love?”

I blush slightly. I know that's not what he means but I can't help but think that way.

I stand up and walk to the bathroom, in the corner of the room. I leave the door open. Scandalous, huh. Before I get undressed he hands me my very own pajamas, with pandas and tigers, and some very smexy underwear.

He walks out and doesn't bother to close the door. I strip bare and run the shower. Daemon clears his throat, behind me. I turn.

He's naked, is all that registers in my head. He's taken my breath away. Everything about him is perfect and beautiful. His face, his abs, and further down, too. Everything. All I want is for him to touch me in places that should be illegal to touch.

“Mind if I join you?”

“Of course not,” I say as I run my hands up his chest, around his shoulders, and behind his neck. I kiss him. I turn and get into the shower.

The water is warm against my skin and the bathroom mirrors fog up. He wraps his arms around my stomach, from behind and he starts to kiss my neck. A moan slips from my lips.

I feel him smile against my skin. Suddenly all of his warmth is gone. It makes me feel kinda cold.

I start to turn around when I feel his hand rub circles on my stomach. Where he rubs circles soap appears. He rubs me down and every spot he touches makes me want to melt and shiver at the same time.

I step into the water to rinse off while he scrubs himself. Again, he is so beautiful and otherworldly and I know I must look similar, to him, but I'm a Faerie so I probably don't look as good.

He pulls me out of the water and I get out of the shower. I take a towel and wrap myself. I take my clothes into his room. I really don't want to get dressed but I don't want to put my clothes on either.

I sigh and finally decide to lay on the bed fully clothed. Daemon comes out of the bathroom, mussing his hair with a towel. I smile and he smiles back.

He's in cute, blue, polar bear, pajama pants and his chest is bare. “You should go to sleep. I have work to do.”

“No you have me to do.” I smile because that came so naturally. I didn't have to try to instigate anything. My thoughts are suddenly interrupted by Daemon's kiss.

The kiss deepens and everything gets intense. We're as close as two people could get but it still feels like we're so far away from each other. Soon it feels like we just meld together and I can't tell where I stop and where he begins.

Everything happens so fast and there's nothing stopping us. There's yanks and pulls and we're naked again. There are touches and kisses in places that really shouldn't be kissed.

All I know is that I'm losing myself in him, that I can't find any part of my body that's not attached to his. He makes me moan and gasp and for our first time it's wonderful. It's wonderful to lose your virginity to someone you love.