The Anarchy (Tododeku & Kiribaku)

The Anarchy: Chapter Fifteen- Weakness & Guilt

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy Today's chapter. Also, the reason the chapter has the word guilt is what Shouto does. He's not in the proper mindset to be making choices. -Note: Endgame is Tododeku remember. So don't think I'm joking that Tododeku isn't going to happen. It will happen in this story just not yet.

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All for One knew that Todoroki was the easiest to break. He was simple to manipulate and believed everything. No wonder Midoriya took an interest in the heterochromia male. Shouto was an excellent example that Midoriya was too soft. Love was a weakness, a disease that makes you weak. He wasn't going to permit his son to become ineffective just because he fell in love. He knew that his son was a part of the Anarchy since his alias was evident. The Shadow Killer represented Midoriya's greatest fear and displayed his weakness. Midoriya was terrified of becoming like his father. The green-haired boy didn't realize that he was already on the track to becoming just like him. That was until he got distracted by love and revealed his weakness. Shouto Todoroki was his weakness. He had to get rid of Midoriya's weakness.

He kept tabs on Midoriya's friends and family to make sure none of them stepped out of line. Todoroki didn't have a chance with Midoriya because of Todoroki's history with love. It was tempting not to kill the boy already for being a problem. All for One had cameras installed in their homes to keep a close eye on them. He couldn't stop Midoriya's love confession from happening. Todoroki asked Midoriya to leave, and he was soon left alone. All for One switched the footage to see Todoroki observing an image of him and Inasa.

Todoroki was still in love with the man that brought him so much pain. He could use this to his advantage and use it against the boy. Inasa Yoarashi was the man in the photograph that represented Todoroki's weakness. Todoroki was stuck in the past and couldn't move past from his past lover. He could keep this boy in line if he talks to Yoarashi. Midoriya didn't need any distractions, and once he gets what he needs. He'll crush the Anarchy under his feet and leave only the ashes behind. 

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Inasa was Todoroki's rebound. He couldn't let go of his love for his past lover. He wished he wasn't so weak. His heartstrings tangled into millions of knots that kept him bound to his past. He couldn't let go of the past and his feelings for Inasa. He knew that Midoriya deserved so much better than him. Love was no longer an option for Shouto to chose. No one would want a broken boy as their partner. He didn't deserve to be loved by anyone. The past was bound to repeat, and he couldn't deal with the pain any longer. 

"Who would ever love you?"

His father's words echoed in his mind and played like an old record player. He tried to ignore his words, but he couldn't. His old man repeated the same sentence non-stop to make sure Todoroki accepted it. He couldn't forget the sentence that caused him so much pain.

"I love you."

He didn't trust that sentence that caused him so much pain. He couldn't handle the lies and the stupid things they say. He didn't understand how someone could ever love him when they caused him so much pain. The old scars remained on Todoroki's body and held him back from moving on. He didn't know that he loved Midoriya when the pain was crushing him into pieces. Todoroki needed a savior, but who could save him from the pain. He built his walls too high to prevent himself from getting hurt again. He was drowning in disbelief, and it was eating him up. The memories blinded him from looking forward. The past reminded him of his mistakes and trapped him in metal chains. He didn't realize that he was forcing the chains to hold him back. He couldn't let of his past that bounds him to Inasa.