The upsetting morning

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Author's note: Sorry I died my brother from NY visiting uses my tv. Yes, I do write these on console. Mostly doing this to prove that I'm not dead.

Alastor's POV: I open my eyes slowly, and immediately go back under the blanket. The blinding pink scorched my eyes. What happened, why am I here, and most importantly, AM I NEXT TO ANGEL?!?! I stick my head up, even though the colors hurt, I didn't care. I see Angel's face, my eyes got filled with tears. This is what I wanted right??? It just wasn't right. Wait, we didn't do anything, right?? I keep trying to tell myself we did nothing, yet it wouldn't work. I get up and run to my room screaming in static noise. I hear a distant," Wait !" It was Angel and I cried as I ignored him. I got into my room and slammed the door. I ran to my mirror, I said I wouldn't do this anymore, was all that was running through my head. I did it anyway. It's the only thing besides killing people that help. I understand him now. I look in the broken,bloody , mirror. It was haunting me. I grab the sharpest shard and take a breath. Sometimes I wish it was my last. I put the sharp glass into my pale skin. Watched as each skin cell sliced in half. The blood, escaping from its prison, dripping free onto the strings of carpet. This was an addiction, and I loved it.

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