How To Kiss A Boy//Kim Jun Kyu

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"Insoo!" Junkyu called out, stopping the three from walking any farther. The crossdresser turned around to look at him, but was tackled into a tight hug. His arms squeezed her body tightly against his as if she would leave if he didn't. 

"Wh-yes?" Her voice wavered as her face was bright red, baffled by the whole situation. 

"You-" His eyes averted to Noa, "You forgot about our date today! That's okay, I can walk your mom home with you and then take you out!" Date...date. Insoo wanted to scream at his choice of words. Not because of embarrassment or any of that sort, it was because-

"Date? Date?! My son is not gay! Whoever you are get the fuck away from my son!" Insoo's mom took a step forward to hit him, but he took a step back, making her step another foot forward. That action was enough to make Insoo to pause. 

"Aren't you...blind?" 

"Of course I am, child!" Her mom snapped at her, but Insoo didn't listen, instead she took a step back. 

"You saw him take a step back so you stepped forward, am I wrong?" Her mom fell silent, "That's not it, is it?" There was a long suffocating silence, Insoo's heart feeling like it was going to burst any second. "Not only are you not blind, you're actually not crazy, are you?! You know I'm your fucking daughter but you still act like I'm your son because you loved him more than me. You always fucking did but when he came out you tore him apart because of the selfish, bitch of a mother you are! You only use the car accident as an excuse to hate me, to torment me, to make me crazy just like you fucking are!"

She took a deep breath before continuing, tears slipping down her cheeks as she screamed, not caring who would hear her. "You think Insoo's death only impacted you?!" Insoo stepped forward, raising her hand, but Junkyu reacted immediately and held her back. "I watched him hurt himself because of the bullshit that Noa said! Why are you even with Noa if you already fucking know! How crazy are you, you fucking shit of a mother! Can't even take care of your son or daughter right! Maybe that's why Insoo took the wheel! He didn't want to live with a mother like you!"

Red. Insoo's left cheek burned bright red, stinging. From behind her Mom, Noa had a bright face, his lips curled up with a wicked smile, but his eyes seemed to frown. "Inhye!" Before anything else could happen, Junkyu's arms wrapped around her tighter, giving her a backhug. 

He lifted her up and turned around slightly. "We'll be leaving." 

In***'s Phone

3 weeks ago

kyute.kyuala
>>are you home?

6 days ago

Innie
...<<

kyute.kyuala
>>you've been gone for weeks
>>everyone is wondering where you've been
>>yedam has been asking about you

Innie
that's nice to know<<
but I don't think I'll come to school<< anymore

kyute.kyuala
>>what do you mean?
>>why?

Innie
. . .<<
pfft haha<<

kyute.kyuala
>> ???

Innie
you are actually worried about me?<<
this is new<<

kyute.kyuala
>>NO
>>not that!
>>everyone is just annoying

Innie
yeah yeah sure<<
i'll miss you guys<<

kyute.kyuala
>>...
>>whats happening?

Innie
nothing<<

kyute.kyuala
>>how is this 'nothing'?
>>youre saying depressing things

Innie
trust me<<
it's nothing<<

kyute.kyuala
>>i feel like i won't ever see you again haha
>>i'm wrong right haha
>>right?
>>Insoo answer me
>>Inhye?
>>Innie?
>>FUCKING ANSWER ME DAMMIT
read

may 05

kyute.kyuala
>>you're still gone
>>fucking slave

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A/N

sorry for like dying and dissapearing on you guys...like always motivation is hard to comeby but here is the terribly overdue chapter!! after this whole book is over im probably going to edit this whole thing to make it idk better?