Before yall read this I wanna put a t/w- use of slurs, self hate, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, hospital.
Virgils POV
I wake up in Roman's arms. Shit what happened! I say to myself then I remember how last night when. Roman told me he is transgender, he seen my scars and cuts. And I- i confessed my love to him and I talk now. I fuck, what did I do! I start to Panic and i leave Roman's arms without waking him up. I grab my shit and leave his house quietly and quickly. When I get out it I feel anxiety take over me. I check my phone, its 6:39 am. I walk till I cant anymore.
I'm 5 blocks from Roman's house and I see and alley. I walk down it and that's when I break down and anxiety consumes me. Worthless, he doesn't love you. Failure. Kill yourself. Faggot. Whore. Many more things rush through my head, worse things, scary things. Ideas of shooting myself or hanging myself run through my head. Soon it becomes to much and I black out.
I wake up red and blue lights everywhere. I'm freezing, I feel lost I dont know where I am. I try to look around and when I lift my head I pass out again.
I wake up in a hospital being rushed in to a room. People yelling and screaming code words. I close my eyes and anxiety takes over again. I hate hospitals. What happened did I do it again? I black out again.
I hear someone say something. Their voice was soft and welcoming. I open my eyes and it was Roman. I smile at him. "V, it's going to be okay. You just passed out in an alley. But I found you, your okay now." Roman says holding my hand.
"I'm sorry i shouldn't have left."
"Its fine, for whatever reason you did I understand, your parents. We need to call them so they can take you out o DC the hospital."
"My mother died and my dad he, I dont want to see him." I say.
"That's fine, my mother can sign you out and we will take you home."
After some more check ups the hospital let's me go home and Roman's mom takes me home. I tell everyone thanks and I go inside.
A/N- sorry this is so short and kinda rushed but the next one will be longer.
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