I've been
starring
at
the ceiling
for
I don't know
how long
the noise
has stopped
maybe
an hour
ago
or so
Netflix
wants
to know
If
I'm
still
watching
I never was,
not really
though
even forgot
the name
of the
show
just needed
the noise
to feel less
alone
-
So
I refill
my whisky
and take a
deep sip
from
the bottle
aswell
press 'X'
for some
noise
and
sip whisky
and
stare at
the ceiling
for the rest
of the day
&
out of
boredom
&
some
sorta
messed up
Je ne sais quoi
I'm cutting
funny patterns
and figures
into
my body
with a
Jamie Oliver
branded
knive
-
what a great
fucking
time
to be
sort of
alive
