Fool // k.j.m

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As soon Mrs Lee dismissed them, the students shouted, a sign of freedom from learning in the school. Some of them want to sleep the whole weekend, some of them planned to hang out, some want to earn money, but for Jungmo, he had another plan.

As much he want to have fun like others, he couldn't. Seeing how happy the boys, he just don't want to ruin their mood just because of him. Wooseok invited him to join them going to the karaoke box, but he declined by giving excuse that he want to sleep.

Mina on the other hand, need to slip out from her friends just to walk with him home. They were planning to shop at the cosmetic store with their student discount, and before they could call her, she was nowhere to be found.

Both of them met at the school gate, and she adjusted the scarf at her neck. The last time they met each other like this was during summer break and now it is the end of autumn, they were standing infront of each other with a huge smile. She looked around, searching for his car, usually he bought it, but today she didn't spot it anywhere.

"I wanted to walk with you, so I left the car at home"

Jungmo said answering her curiosity and they start to walk back home. Mina house was the nearest, so it only took five minutes just to arrive but today was an exceptional. It feels that their walks were almost half an hour as she used a long route buying more time to be with him. He realized it and was wondering does the girl knew something?

He shrugged of the thought and started a light conversation with her, from how was the test changed to their friend and gradually ended up talking about their past. By the time they arrived at her house, Jungmo felt dreaded to say what he has been keeping for a long time, adding the news he got last month about the offer he got.

"So you said that day that you want to tell me something. What is it?"

"Mina"

"What?"

Mina eyes were eager to know about his words but when she saw his eyes, she knew it was a bad thing. The worst is, that she somehow knew what was it about.

Jungmo confessing to her, it will be useless if he wasn't here right?

"I-"

"I understand. You should go. That English academy you attend, my brother attend there too. I heard you got offered by a lot of place."

Jungmo eyes widen, and he hinted sadness in her words. Of course she would be disappointed, she had started to imagine how simple their dates were like went for an ice cream tour, cinema date, seeing the first snow or just by meeting outside the house. Simple but she want it.

Those list right now was useless. When her younger brother told her about it, her heart dropped. Of course she should be happy, Jungmo was going taking a big step to help his father company. She heard that his English academy had a lot of connection, and most of it were business and medics. Even her brother was offered to study abroad at such a young age but he was just too scared to go alone. The scholarship only pay for one person, so he couldn't imagine how a young boy like him roamed around the city in the states without parents.

But again, she just hoped he declined. That was too selfish for her, and now she need to decide. Because what Jungmo said next meaning that his life was on hers.

"I won't go if you don't want me to. There are still plenty good university here. I can just enroll at one of them"

"No you should go when you had a chance. Besides, we are still young to decide out future"

"We can make it work, Mina"

"Of course,but for how long? You will be busy, I will be busy and I don't even know what will happen if this issue brust out later. "

"You are doubting me"

"I'm not. I just don't want you to feel pressured by me"

She said and without any words, she walked in her house not even glancing at Jungmo who was watching her with sad eyes. When Mina finally reached the main door,she broke down. Tears slowly running to her cheeks but she didn't let out any sob. Jungmo might heard it, and it will make things more hard than it was already were.  She kneeled down ,not even cared about the cold weather that was hitting her body. Then was when she heard someone opened her door,revealing her brother Yoo Min Jae.

"What are you doing-wait are you-'',before he could finished his words,Mina dragged him down,gesturing him to stay quiet. Minjae was startled and peeked outside. He saw Jungmo head was low down, and they boy slowly walking away from their house. After he was quiet far away,Minjae dragged her up and make her older sister to stand straight.

"What happened between you and that smart boy? Dont tell me he dumped you? I thought he was head over heels of you?"

Hearing his words make more tears formed at her eyes. If she just trust her brother since before,she might wont even broke down like this. At least she had created some memories with him but now? He dont even confessed to her properly but he was already leaving. 

" I dumped him many times,was this the way he felt?"

Sis is sad.

When I wrote Mina, my heart ached for Aoa Mina. She's a bright girl during her aoa times, but when I knew about the bully,I was devastated. The only girl group i stan after girls generation and red velvet was now crumbling,making it worse when the bully is the leader itself.

I'm in no place to say a lot, but I have stan all the members for a long time,and hearing this news was making me sad,i hope Mina stay strong and please take care of your health.

Btw,a triple update guys. Feel free to curse me, I've been dying to post this!