Sally Face x reader oneshots

bully!Travis x suicidal!bullied!Reader

795 words!!
⚠TRIGGER WARNING⚠
there will be SELF-HARM, suicide attempt and suicidal thoughts!!!

~~Y/n POV~~

He pushed me up against the wall. "ARE YOU NOT GONNA FIGHT BACK, FAGGOT! " "N-no" Why do I stutter so much, I can't be scared of this fucking bully. "WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OR SOMETHING" I can feel my eyes tearing up, it hurt so much. I feel his grip around my throat losing, I look up at him with tears in my eyes.

~~Travis POV~~
Y/n looked up at me with he's teary e/c eyes, it really hurts. But I can't let them know I like them, what would dad think about that. "I-I'm s-s-sorry" He looks so scared. He then just stood up and ran away.

~~Y/n POV~~
I ran as fast as I can, I need to get away fast. I don't want to show Travis me crying about that little fight, it's stupid. The voices in my head started.

ĐØ ł₮ ₦Ø Ø₦Ɇ ₩łⱠⱠ ₵₳ⱤɆ.
Ʉ₲ⱠɎ, ₣₳₲₲Ø₮, ₩ØⱤ₮ⱧⱠɆ₴₴.

I have to get away from him and the voices. I run to the bathroom and choose a stall, I took out my emergency razor in my bag.

1 ₴₮Ʉ₱łĐ
2 Ʉ₲ⱠɎ
3 ₣₳₲₲Ø₮
4 ₩ØⱤ₮ⱧⱠɆ₴₴

I hear someone opening the dorr, and my hand slipped, I hissed in pain, it felt really good but it also hurt so much. "(Y/n) are you in there?? " If I try to stay as quiet as I can maybe this will all be over, maybe this is just a big nightmare. I can hear that Travis got frustrated and I think even worried. It really scares me, I have never heard him sound like that. It scares me even more that I can't hear him anymore.

I get out of the stall to peek my head out of the boys bathroom, I slowly look around to see if Travis is there waiting to beat me up again. He isn't there so I ran out of the bathroom. It's already dark outside, and I had already planned what was gonna happen today, I had left a note for my mom. It's finally time.

~~timeskip to when you get to the roof top~~

I was walking slowly. The wind is in my hair making it messy, It really doesn't matter though. It's finally time. I start getting flashbacks. Their actually good memories from before my mom started dating my piece of shit step dad. I look down, it's so far down. It kinda gives me butterflies in my stomach, and it's not fear it's happiness...? I take off my hoodie to feel the wind better. I'm now standing here with a T-shirt, I can feel blood running down my arms.

"(Y/n) "

My head flips to look at the door to the roof, it was Travis. He actually sounds really worried, he's facial expression is really scared and shocked. He slowly starts to walk forward, to me. He was now in front of me staring into my eyes, which were puffy and red from crying. I can see that he's also tearing up, he slowly tries to look at my arms, it scares me and I try to my scars in my shirt. He took one of my arm, which makes him fall to his knees crying. "Why (y/n), why. I should've treated you better you don't deserve this" He snobs very quietly, I think he doesn't want me to know he's crying.

He took something out of his bag, it looks like some sort of medicine box. He starts to clean my scars. It hurts really badly, I don't know how to handle the pain so hiss in pain. "(Y/n)! I'm sorry but I need to do this, I really don't want it to get a infection" I look down at him, why does he looks so handsome, WAIT what am I thinking. These thoughts makes me blush so much. He's seems to be done with it all. He stands up. "(Y/n) I'm so sorry about everything I've ever done to you. I really like you I just don't know how to deal with these emotions, my dad won't accep-" I pull him down with the collar of his shirt and kiss him. Why does he gotta be so tall. He's in shock but then he joins. "(Y-y/n) why did yo-" He is so scared. "Isn't obviousp, Travis. I've been in love with you since we first met" He was in such a shook he really didn't know what to do. He then bent down to kiss me again but I still have to stand on my tippy toes.

I could tell this would last forever.