Choi Y/N, an Idol-In-Training, was once in a relationship with now rising star Jeon Jungkook. They were both young and in love, during their middle school and high school years. Unfortunately, Jungkook had to end things between both of them. He want...
Jungkookswife: Seriously, though... You KPOP Idols need a break.
BTSFanAccount:Same, babes. Can't sleep.
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TwilightFanAccount: Aww, gurl, hopefully, you get some sleep soon!
BTSFanAccount: That's weird... both of our babies, Jungkook and Y/N, can't sleep! Maybe they're thinking of each other ;)
Y/NStan: reply/BTSFanAccount/ You do realize that Y/N is engaged, right? Why would they be thinking of each other anyway? They're way out of each other's league.
ChoiYNFan: Mark's gonna be ticked at you, girl. Get some sleep!
ParkJiminOfficial: Aww, bby, don't make me get papa Joon on you. Get some sleep.
mtuan93: Get. Some. Sleep. You need the rest for your debut, babygirl.
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I woke up at around seven right after I posted that tweet. Well, technically, I didn't wake up. I just simply got yelled at by my best friend and groupmate, Lee Areum. Areum means "beautiful," and my best friend is the most beautiful person you'll ever freaking meet. She's also the best best friend in the world, and I think anyone would be lucky to have such an amazing person in their life. Sadly, not many people have her, or me, in their life. Restrictions until our debut date.
"CHOI Y/N! I SWEAR! YOU BETTER BE FREAKING UP! WE ARE NOT GOING TO BE LATE FOR PRACTICE... AGAIN!" Areum yells from who knows where.
Little something about me: Ever since I got out of a relationship, I've been very... emotional. Luckily, I got a man who loves and cares about me. A man who says won't leave me, and he even proves he won't leave me. We've been going strong for three whole years... just like Jungkook and I did, well, but, longer...
I sleepily put on my slippers, pulling myself up and out of bed. I walk to the one and only bathroom we have; the bathroom that's shared between THREE other people... THREE. Yeah, how great is that? I've always been used to sharing it with one person, and he was a boy. My little brother, Choi Beomgyu. He was hardly even in the bathroom, honestly. He wasn't even home... He became an Idol before I even wished of becoming one.
After thirty minutes of doing my hair, brushing my teeth, washing my face, and picking an outfit for today, I felt very... uneasy. Not like sick uneasy, but just... nervous uneasy. I don't understand why I've been feeling like this, although, I do have a bad case of anxiety. Maybe that's part of this feeling. But, hard telling with me.
I get a text from our manager, which is usually good news. If it's bad, it'll be a phone call or spam of texts... spam of LONG texts.
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I turn my phone off, grabbing my car keys and gym bag that contains my workout clothes. I ran right into one of my other groupmates, Kim Gi. I've only run into two of the three, which isn't too bad. The other girl, I'm sure she was out partying. Am I surprised? Not really.
"I'm heading out. Hurry up, Sunshine." Gi rubs the top of my head, giggling. "Sang wants to see our outfits and discuss something with us."
I get to the practice room, throwing my bag down beside the door (which our manager despises and is why I do it). He was sitting there with Gi, giving her a talking to, I'm guessing. Gi's face was bright red, which only happens when she is in trouble or just does something embarrassing.
"Yo, Y/NNNN!" Manager Sang stands up, his face turning bright red. He looks down at my bag, shrugging. "We need to have a talk when all the group members get here..."
"Is everything okay?" I ask him, biting my lip (something I do when I'm nervous or unsure of what to do). "You two seem... embarrassed?"
"No, no," Gi laughs awkwardly. "He just wants to discuss something with all of us."
"Oh, is that what you two were talking about?" I cross my arms, feeling something in my stomach clench. "I mean... urm... not that I'm trying to be nosey."
"No," Sang laughs. "We were just talking about her banquet outfit."
I nod, shrugging.
I sat on the floor, scrolling through my social media. I stop to look at Jungkook's Twitter post, my heart breaking as I read it. He can't sleep, and he needs to sleep. He has a comeback to perform in soon. He, and the other members, need all the sleep that they can get.
When Lee Areum and Dae Nari run in, sweat pouring down their faces, Sang entered the room with pastries. OUTREACH Entertainment always spoils us with our favorite foods, always trying to keep our health up. That's one of the reasons for me staying with this tough training that comes with becoming a KPOP Idol.
"I would like to bring up a topic that one or two of you may not enjoy," Sang sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. He sits down in a chair in front of us. "Interviews will be a part of becoming an Idol, which I'm sure you know already. These interviews will help fans create KPOP profiles for each of you; however, I would like to set official KPOP Idol profiles of the four of you."
"And you want our say in this? You're our manager. You've taken over our lives." I was obviously the one in our group who hates interviews.
"Well, I'd like your soon-to-be fans to get to know who they're stanning or following." Sang sighs loudly.
That's how our practice was today; we edited and re-edited our profiles, we briefly practiced our dances, and argued the whole time about who should wear what. It was really entertaining, watching Gi and Areum fight over a dress that they both bought for the banquet after the debut. Nari and I just... sat there. She and I were supposed to go shopping the day before with Mark, my fiancé, and Jackson, her boyfriend. Watch that turn into a disaster...
