hi. it isn't an excuse. but i've just like sunk into sadness. and i feel so pressured to be "okay". i'm sorry.
i will not end this book though. i don't want to lose hope. hopefully i feel better. :)
NO ONE CARES, BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEL BUT MORE DETAILED:
i can't help but think that i'm a mistake. i can't sing,dance,write,cook,draw,and so on. i want to be good at ONE thing. ONE THING. my siblings are so much better than me and they are younger than me. i feel like such a damn failure. when i say anything no one acknowledges it. i really just want someone to understand and be there for me. i don't know if they thing i'm joking or something....
it kinda hurts knowing no one cares to see if you're okay. but if it happened to my sister, oh god the world is ending. everyone just assumes i'm really strong since i know how to hide my emotions.
no. i'm not strong. i'm weak. thanks.
(:
sorry i get out of hand sometimes.
okay bye.
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