They have each other 2

Chapter 11

Trigger warning ⚠️
I paced back and forth in my room as multiple thoughts filled my head

I've been fine so why all of a sudden do I feel like this

Why am I not good enough, I should Give up, Just do it the pain will go away, No one likes me

I looked at my dresser seeing the blade, tears streamed down my face As I slid down onto the floor

I took it off the table and sat back down, my hands trembled as I put the blade to my skin and did what I had to do

"I can't take it no more"I cried

I took deep breathes in and out but it wasn't working everyone was out the house

I got off the floor and walked to the bathroom pouring alcohol on the cut and wrapping it up

I would call J'von but he had to go to the hospital to check on his mom

so I was completely alone

DISCLAIMER:(Ok so miracles name is getting changed to kaneisha)

I dialed kaneishas number and it didn't even ring before she answered the phone
CONVO STARTS
Kaneisha💜: Hey bitchhhhh
I slightly chuckled
Me: Is it ok if you pick me up I just need to get out the house

Kaneisha💜: Of course ill be there in 5 min and dress to impress cause we going to the mall okurrr

Me: *laughs* Ok
END OF CONVO
I took a deep breath in before getting up and going to my closet looking for something cute but casual

my eyes lit up when I saw the perfect fit, black ripped jeans wit a white cropped tank top with my white air forces

I took the outfit and quickly got in the shower...

"OMGGGG bitch you look good"kaneisha shrieked when I got in the car

I smile she didn't start the car making me turn to her confused

"Are we going?"

"What's wrong, sis I got a gun in the trunk you know we can shoot a bitch," She said

I laughed "Gurl you crazy, but yeah I'm good I just need some time out the house"

"Ight well I invited a couple of more people it's just my homeboys and my boo thang," She said cheesing

I laughed "Ok"

J'von was fosho gon beat my ass when I got home but I guess I'll deal with that when I get home

For now, Imma try to get all these negative thoughts out my head

My thoughts cut off when the car came to a stop

  my head banged into the dash making me wince in pain

"BITCH wtf is wrong with you," I said holding  my forehead

She looked at me in shock before bursting into a fit of laughter

"I-I'm so sorry," She said trying to hold her laughs in

"I'm driving us home cause a bitch not finna dye young," I said while chuckling

She smacked her teeth as we both got out of the car and made our way into the mall

I instantly regretted wearing this short ass tank top when I felt the cold breeze hit me

Kaneisha looked at me "Bitch I know yo ass freezing"