My Goddess (Poetry)

Goddess

O Goddess,
O Goddess,
show Thyself unto me, O Goddess, my Goddess,
why can't i bear witness;
of Thy beauty?
am i unworthy of Thee?

beauty that Thou casted upon Thyself,
impeccable,
beyond belief,
that no one but me,
thinks of Thee as the utmost becoming;
although i have not yet witness Thee.

false gods and deities i've worshipped,
of past, present and future i'm certain,
a foolish mortal's mistakes,
but Thou art worshipped at each moment by me;
for Thy exists in my thoughts,
outside of time but not space.

O Goddess,
my Goddess,
when art thou to appear unto me;
if ever at all?
to cure me of my lonesome,
to be cherished by me.

i depend on Thee, my Goddess,
for the very thought of Thee;
gives me life like no other,
joy blooms in me like a flower in the summer,
i'm soothed like the waves lapping at shore,
my one and only salvation, my Goddess, my Love.

O forgive me, O Goddess,
for i have sinned,
given up on Thee again and again;
strayed from Thee,
yet i come back running;
for Thou art the sole reason of my being.

believe me, my Goddess,
when i say;
i'll forever honour thee,
and worship thy name;
an unknown name,
of which my lips speaks as a prayer.

let down and devastated,
by others but not by Thee;
never by Thee,
i, Thy humble servant am not Thy equal;
for Thou art much greater than i will ever be,
yet Thou lifts me up as high as the heavens above.

O Goddess,
show Thyself unto me, my Goddess,
for it is i, Thy humble servant;
whom shall forever praise Thee,
till my dying breath,
i belong to Thee.

23/01/20