Last Hope | Jaeyong Fanfic

A.

Los Ángeles, California

Jaehyun got up and walked to his back porch there he lit a cigarette and took a breath of the fresh morning air. Well fresh until he decided to intoxicate it with his stick of nicotine.

"You know smoking is bad for your body right?"

"You know that it's rude to not mind your own business right?"

"I'm just trying to make sure your safe baby."

"Lin leave me alone. I'm not in the mood for your horny ass right now."

"You know what fuck off jaehyun. Don't act as if you didn't come home until late because you weren't fucking that guy for your job."

"I'm so damn tired of your shit. Why are you still here. Just to let you know too, that "guy" from my job, is a way better fuck than you."

Lin was extremely mad, she walked up to Jaehyun and slapped him in the face. She was going to slap him again, but he grabbed her hand and let go of it harshly.

"You're going to regret hitting me Lin. I hope your family has been happy so far and they have another way of income and I'm sure you're company will be more than glad to receive a phone call from my manager about the different threats you gave my hookups."

"Y-you wouldn't d-dare."

"You know I will. Get your things and don't ever bother me again if you don't want anything to happen."

Lin ran upstairs to their bedroom she grabbed her suitcase and started putting her things inside of it. She called someone to pick her up and once she was done she went downstairs, but she didn't see Jaehyun.

She sighed she knew he was probably going to smoke his problems away. He always did that.

Lin and Jaehyun had meet two years ago at a club. She had gone out to have some fun with her friends, but once there she started drinking and noticed Jaehyun.

She thought he was very good looking and walked up to him and they started flirting. After drinking she didn't remember anything until the next day she found herself in the same bedroom with Jaehyun and they were both naked.

They found the situation very awkward and they just left without saying a word to one another. After that, they found out that they were both models and they had a photo shoot together and that led to one thing and that to another and they started hooking up with each other more often.

After a few hook ups Lin asked Jaehyun out and he said yes. They started dating, but Jaehyun would always go out to "work" and come home late. She later found he was cheating on her, when she tried confronting him he just denied everything and said she shouldn't listen to what other people had to say.

Lin didn't know why Jaehyun was the way he was. There were some rumors, but she didn't know if they were true or not.

She grabbed her things and walked out to the car waiting for her.

Once Jaehyun saw Lin leave. He let out a huge breath. He felt as if he finally had freedom again.

Jaehyun felt bad for talking to Lin like that. He was never one to threat someone he just wasn't in the mood to deal with her. He felt as if their relationship was suffocating him and any second he would die.

He grabbed another cigarette and lit it, he took a big swing out of it and let the smoke out. He looked at the cigarette and felt as if he was pathetic. After loosing everything he couldn't keep his promise that he made to himself that he wouldn't do anything in which he might get addicted to.

He walked back inside and looked around he noticed the overloaded dishwasher and his dog out in the corner sleeping on his bed. He decided to do something for the better and have a new beginning.

First he walked to his kitchen and grabbed a trash bag. He walked around his house and picked any trash on the floor. After that he did the dusting. Cleaned the bathrooms, the kitchen, washed all the dirty dishes, and cleaned the floors.

After that he stood by the entrance and felt proud of himself for how clean his house looked, but he had one last thing he had to do. He walked up to his room and opened his drawer he looked down at the three packs of cigarettes that sat there. He grabbed two packs and threw them away. He walked downstairs and fed his dog and showered him afterwards.

He later went to his bathroom and took a hot shower. He changed into some comfortable clothes and ordered take out. He waited for his food and once it arrived he paid the delivery person and ate his food. 

After a long day he was finally walking to his bed. Jaehyun couldn't sleep. He gave up and just stayed there. His eyes wide open and his brain thinking of many things.

He felt lost. He didn't know why he was where he was. He felt as if he couldn't find anything to satisfy him. He had money, he had his house, cars, a job, and many other opportunities for many other things. But even with all of that he was missing something. He knew what it was, but he didn't want to admit it. He thought he was being stupid by thinking something like that. Although he knew eventually he would need it. Wether he wanted to accept it or not.

Jung Jaehyun was lonely and needs someone that makes him feel special. Someone that cares for him, someone who wants him for who he is and not for what he has. He wants someone that understands his dark past and his crazy side. He wants someone that can make him happy no matter what.