Warnings: Fluffffffff. It's very short
Words: 676
POV: Bucky
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(I had to get something out but I may not be posting a lot because I have to revise because I've got GSCEs coming soon.)
I don't know how to describe what I feel today. I honestly don't know how to describe it, but all I know is that I'm upset, sad. Maybe even depressed but it's a strong word so I don't want to use it but I'm feeling really down. I miss Sam basically. He's been away on a mission for about a month now and I've been alone. Steve's has been around but he's had a couple of missions as well this month. Sure I've been not alone in the sense I've got everyone in the tower like Natasha, Steve, Tony?, Peter, Bruce and everyone, but it's lonely without Sam. He's like the light to the avengers although he's annoying sometimes. I've liked him for about two months now and I always want to be around him when I can't be. But at this point it's been a month and he hasn't returned back. I keep asking Steve if he's okay but I somehow don't believe him when he says he's fine. Today I feel more worried than ever, and I have no reason to. I've been told he's fine and he's coming hone in the next day but somethings bothering me. I go to my bedroom and grab my coat slide on my boots and head to the door. I got stopped by Tony.
"Hey Barnes, where you going?" He asks, but I can tell he's trying to be nice.
"I'm going on a walk. I'm worried for no reason and I want to clear my mind." I answer back I grab the door handle.
"No you're not, I'm sorry but I've been asked to not let anyone leave today." He says a little apologetically.
"I'm sorry, and I respect its your tower but I want to leave and clear my mind." I answer back a little meaner than I wanted to.
"I'm sorry, I really am. But no ones leaving today and I promise you. This is not my command. Also I know you're worried about Sam, but he's alright I believe. And I won't lie to you like others do and say everything's fine. Because it may not be but if he's hurt, he'll get better. One, he's strong. Two, you'll be with him every step of the way. Three, we'd have all the best medics to help him." Tony says with honest eyes and I gotta feel bad.
"I'm so sorry for being meaner than I intended. Just when it comes to Sam, I don't know I just need to make sure he's safe." I say whilst looking down tears building in my eyes. Suddenly there's a hand on my shoulder and I look up to see Steve and Tony standing there. Tony in the same place with his 'classic' smirk on his face whilst Steve's looking at me with a small smile, his hand on my shoulder.
"Barnes, you knows that's because you love him?" Tony states and smiles.
"I know..." I say quietly.
Suddenly I feel arms around my chest and hear a really sweet laugh that I already know who it belongs to. I turn around and see him. His adorable face. He looks up at me and jump onto me. I catch him in my arms, his legs around my waist, his arms around my neck. He leans in and kisses me. I was stunned for a second before kissing back. His lips tasted so sweet, like some sort of strawberry. He pulls awake and hides his face in my neck. I just smile and hug him tighter.
"Hey Sam. Your finally home." I smile and squeeze him tighter.
"It's been a long month without you." I says into my neck."I love you too by the way." He says whilst pulling his face away from my neck.
"I will always love you, my little pigeon."
