Summer (I Can't Go Further Without You.)

Chapter 10: Closed In Your Room For Days Is Not A Solution.

I was shocked but I kissed back for a little till he pulled away. I looked towards him trying to read his expression but I couldn't tell what he was feeling. He slowly walked backwards till he turned around.

"Don't ever talk to me again Keller." And he walked away leaving me alone at the beach under the rainy sky. I was confused and heartbroken. He kissed me. Archie fucking Andrews kissed me. But it was a sad kiss. I didn't even know someone could feel so sad after a kiss

I finally got to kiss the boy of my dreams but it didn't turn out the way i wanted it. Archie hated me. I grabbed my hair and just started yelling super hard while falling to my knees. I started crying like I've never cried before. I felt someone grab my by my shoulder. This time it wasn't Archie.

I ignored them and just kept crying. The person holding my shoulder hugged me. "Its going to be okay." I recognized the male voice. It was Jake. He gave me a tight hug before helping me stand up. I didn't realize how i got from being at the Rocks Of Love to laying on my bed in my room but somehow i did.

I didn't leave my room for days. All i did was lay and sleep on my bed and sometimes eat from what the room service brought me. I didn't speak to Jake for days even though he was texting me everyday. I just ignored them like I ignored my father when he was standing in front of the door waiting for me to open the door.

Its been five days since the incident at the beach and i looked a mess. I haven't showered in days and have been wearing the same t-shirt everyday not even bothering to wear pants. A knock on the door distracted my thoughts. I ignored it.

The person on the door knocked again. I ignored it. I looked into the mirror towards my reflection. I look so ugly when I don't take care of myself. Uglier than the monster of Loch Ness.

The person knocked again. I sighed annoyed. Mostly after trying two times they leave but this time it was different. I walked annoyed towards the door. I opened the door. "I'm not here." And them closed it right in Archie his face.

I went back towards my bed and sat on it. Then I realized. "Oh my god." I brought my hands to my mouth. I just slammed the door close on Archie his face. Archie wanted to see me? I stood up and started walking up and down trying to think why Archie would come and search him at his room. Heck how did he even know what my room number is?

Alex. He was the only explanation. I grabbed the phone on my room and called the reception. "How can i help you?" I heard Alex his voice from the other side of the line.

"Maybe warn me the next time someone fucking asks for my room number you shithead." And with that i hang up and lay back in my bed. Honestly the Universe hates me. Maybe Archie wanted to forgive me?

Probably not. Maybe he wanted to insult me. Maybe he wanted to beat me up. Maybe he was mad about the kiss because he is straight. Then I remembered that he kissed me first. Was he straight? This situation was so confusing.

Some hours passed and it was now night and i was watching tv. I was watching a greek tv show even though i couldn't understand the word or the plot , i knew that they for sure liked to yell in that show.

I kept looking at the tv when suddenly someone knocked again on my door. My eyes went wide. Was it Archie again? Oh god , i need to look good.

"One minute." I yelled as i stood up and looked at my reflection in the big mirror against the wall. I was a mess. "I am uhm... naked!" I lied as i run in the bathroom. "Wait one minute."

I quickly washed my face and putted a shirt on ready to open the door for Archie. I putted a smile on my face and opened the door.

"Hello." I smiled but my smile quickly faded away. It was not Archie it was just a random dude, who was a little chubby like most of the greeks are here, holding a bag with something inside. "Delivery." He said with a greek thick accent.

I looked at him confused. I could smell that there was food in the Bag. "I didn't order anything." The man looked at me. "This boy told me to bring this to your room. He payed." He handed me the bag and left. I looked a little around the hallway if i could see anyone but i was now all alone.

"I hate my life." I sighed closing the door and looked again in the mirror. I got all dressed up for nothing. Also why would someone send me food ? Im not hungry. I felt my stomach make a groaning noise. Okay maybe i was a little hungry and that delicious smell didn't help.

I slowly opened the bag just to reveal that there was a Pita Gyro inside. I looked at it for a little. Which boy send me food. Was it Jake? Could it have been Archie ? It didn't take long before i started eating the food. I hadn't eaten properly in days.

When i was done eating i started thinking about the day  me and Archie went in town and ate a pita gyro. A tear fell out of my eye as i hugged my pillow.

I wish i could turn back in time and stop myself from lying and just be honest with Archie. I miss him. More than I've missed anyone in my life before...