Jesskas One-shots(MCSM)

Confession

Jesse Used: Green Suspenders Jesse

Lukas stomped through the forest, muttering to himself as frustration and confusion pricked at him, his hands clenched in the pockets of his leather jacket and eyes focused on the ground.

Lukas hasn't been able to write for two weeks, having a lack of motivation for it, and also having no inspiration for a new story. He had no idea why, he loved writing!

While Lukas didn't wanna disappoint his fans, he couldn't just force out a few words and call it a day or else it wouldn't be good. Surely they would understand. Lukas huffed and looked up only to skid to a halt.

Jesse sat in front of him, not seeming to have noticed his presence while he just admired one rock out of many in his collection, the sound of the stream was relatively calm.

Lukas felt his face heat up and his fists loosen a bit.

Lukas always came to this forest to think when he was stressed or angry. and occasionally ran into Jesse at the same stream on accident, but always ended up staying. Soon Lukas started going there on purpose. Lukas didn't mean to this time though, he wasn't really paying attention to where he was going.

Lukas found Jesses presence very comforting. His voice was soft, his eyes seemed to shimmer like stars and Lukas was absolutely smitten with him, he could never get him out of his head.

Jesses head turned and Lukas tensed up. "Hey Lukas!" His stomach twisted itself into knots as he slowly started heading towards him, eyes locked on the other male. "H-Hey!" Lukas bit his lip as he sat next to him.

Strong feelings rushed through Lukas, feelings of admiration and love, all directed at Jesse, who was inspecting the white rock again. Lukas admired Jesse's beauty, holding in the urge to just tell him how he felt and kiss him.

He built up some courage and spoke.

"How are you?" Lukas asked, but as soon as Jesse looked at him all the courage Lukas built up to even ask him a question went falling down. "I'm good! How about you? How's the writing?" It took a bit for Lukas to answer the question. His head was spinning and his face was red. "I-Im ok!"

Jesse didn't seem to believe him. "Are you sure?"

Lukas turned his gaze to the stream, stomach twisting and hands sweaty. "I-I'm fine!!" Lukas hated telling people about his problems, he didn't feel like his problems were worth worrying about. He felt his nails digging into the ground as he heard a shuffling noise next to him. Lukas turned slowly to see Jesse staring directly at him and much closer than before with a face full of concern. His heart wanted to burst out of his chest.

"I-I..." Lukas stared at him, absolutely breath taken. Jesse was gorgeous, kind, understanding, the best person Lukas has ever met and he wanted nothing more than to just tell Jesse everything. His lack of motivation, his nights where he got no sleep at all, his love for him.

"I'm just having a hard time writing, I have no motivation and nothing inspires me. I don't wanna disappoint everyone but if I force writing out of me it wont be good enough, I don't want the fans to be disappointed in me."

Jesse scooted closer, close enough to the point their arms were touching. "It'll be ok Lukas! One day you'll regain that Motivation. Just take a break until you do. It's stressful being someone people admire, I know that, but don't let it bother you to much ." He sounded so understanding, so sweet.  Lukas found himself staring at Jesse like a love struck puppy. 

"Your such a good person Jesse." Lukas muttered, Jesse blushed a bit. "I try to be."

Jesse frowned again though. "But I know that isn't all Lukas. Please tell me what's bothering you."

Lukas squeezed his eyes shut, Jesse could read anyone no matter what you did to try and prevent it, and Lukas knew that. He was just that good with people. Jesse put his stone back in his satchel and took both of Lukas' hands. "You can trust me." Lukas stared at Jesses hands, squeezing them before looking at Jesse again, the space between them seemed even smaller, their lips were so close. He couldn't take it anymore.

Lukas knew if he never told Jesse right now he would just be wasting his own time. Plus, who knew, maybe Jesse did like him back.

Lukas closed his eyes and said it. "I think I'm in love with you." And immediately wanted to just die right on the spot. Jesse seemed to stare for a bit and Lukas felt regret fill him. "I-Im sorry I'll just--" he was getting ready to just run off into the forest and never show his face again out of embarrassment until Jesse grabbed his arm.

Lukas looked surprised but slowly sat back down. "I'm so sorry I shouldn't have told you I-" Jesse placed a finger over Lukas' mouth, silencing the stuttering blonde.

Lukas looked at Jesse confused, he was smiling. "I know you are."

Suddenly Jesse leaned in, connecting their lips together and closing his eyes. Lukas was shocked at first but began to kiss back soon enough, wrapping his arms around Jesse's waist and closing his eyes to. He didn't want this to end

They stayed like that for a bit until Jesse pulled away and they looked at each other in silence until Jesse giggled.

Lukas felt so in love with him, he couldn't even think straight and put on a stupid smile before hugging Jesse and playing with his soft silky hair. "I love you so much." He said as he buried his head into the crook of Jesses neck. "I love you to."

The next few minutes that passed were full of silence as Jesse kissed Lukas' head and listened to nothing but the peaceful stream.

"Do you want to tell Petra?" Lukas raised his head up a bit and thought about it. Petra always teased Lukas about his crush on Jesse, constantly encouraging him to tell him, snickering when she caught Lukas admiring him. She would be happy for them.

Jesse waited patiently. He's always so patient with everyone. Lukas looked at Jesse and kissed him one more time before standing up. "Lets go tell her!" He said with a playful tone and that same stupid smile as he held out a hand to Jesse.

Jesse laughed and grabbed it, pulling himself up but never letting go of his hand as they walked away from the stream.

Bruh my writing sucks I hope a snake breaks into my house and bites me.

Criticism is appreciated!!

Requested by: no one this was all me bro :|