ZeRoyalChaos

Chapter 4: Depression and Pax East

~Stevens Pov~
I slumped on my bed and stuffed a shirt into my suitcase. This week I had to go to pax east with the 'Derp Crew' as we now we called ourselves. We were going to play games and meet up with thousands of fans, but I don't think I can handle it. I have been trying to tell chilled how I feel about him, but I'm terrified of what he will say. I mean he just broke up with Jess (his latest girlfriend) and he's probably not into guys to start with. I stuffed a few more pairs of pants into my suit case then sat at my computer. I got onto Skype and messaged Adam, minx, the crew, Sam, Max, and Cry to see if they wanted to play some prop hunt. Everyone was up for it except for max who was taking Renee out for her birthday and Sam who is sick.

~45 minutes later~
"ADAM! Where arrrrrre yooooou?" I called out as a rounded the corner in prop hunt trying to find the little shit. He responded with that dolphin laugh he has. It was me, minx, and smarty against Adam, chilled, GaLm, and smarty. We were screwed! "Chilled you motha fucka!" I yelled chasing a tin can chilled down the hallway. When chilled died he laughed and it sent a chill down my spine [see what I did there? :D] His laugh was breath taking I thought, but kept a game face so my face cam didn't see what I was thinking. We continued to play prop hunt and fuck each other over, but when we started taking about pax and ships i couldn't take it anymore, "guys I'll be right back," I said into the Skype call. I walked over to my bed and shoved my face into my pillow and cried. Why can't I just tell him!? Why am I such a scaredy cat?! I cried some more, but didn't realize I didn't mute the Skype call...

~Inside the Call~ (m-minx a-Adam c-chilled)

M: is Steven crying??
A: I think so, but why? is he ok?
C: I don't know, but I don't think he knows the call is on
M: ya
A: chilled do you know what's wrong with him?
C: no, I don't but I think I need to talk to him
M+A: Ya

~Chilled's Pov~
We were playing prop hunt when Steven started to cry, I wonder what's wrong with him. I pulled out my phone and texted him a few times but he never answered. I even tried to call no answer. He's been really depressed and I don't know why. I really want to help him.

~Stevens Pov~
I wiped my eyes and walked back to the computer, and to my horror I never muted the Skype call!! I turned off my camera and quickly ended the call. WOW Steven! You Fuck up!! I yelled at my self. I threw myself in the corner and started to cry. Why me!? I yelled. My phone started to blow up with messages and calls, it was chilled. I held the phone and looked at it. I couldn't do it, I couldn't talk to him. I threw the pone across the room and it landed in my bed. I cried but I knew I would have to face him at pax next week.