who is she living for?

Part one

Chained. Bound. Restrained.

Its how she feels. Its how she felt since she started high school. Even at home. Wherever Rachel Berry went, she felt those three things and she hated it.

Something to know about the little diva is that she is super forgiving. No matter what anyone does to her, she will forgive them. Why? Because she wants nothing else but to have friends.

But no one wants to be her friend. They judge her by her clothes and the way she talks. They can't get past all that long enough to get to know the real Rachel. And in turn, they rip her down everytime she voices her thoughts or accomplishments.

Picture a young brunette female bound by different items. Her arms and her legs. Four parts of her body being held by something represents the four main things that keep her from moving forward or keep pushing her down. That's how she feels. That is how she sees it in her mind.

Right arm: a red ribbon tied on her wrist and being held by her fathers. They love her, she knows that. But they lied to her about her mother. The ribbon tugs tighter, because her mother is now what else holds her back. They want the best for her but they just won't let go.

Left arm: a steel chain is cuffed to her wrist and held by the three meanest girls on earth. Quinn Fabray, captain of the cheerleading team. Brittany Pierce, co-captain and Santana Lopez, co-captain. They rip her down even worst then any student from her school. She feels like they hate her with a passion. When she tugs on the chain, they tug harder.

Left leg: a rope is tied around her ankle and being pulled by every single boy she has dated. Finn. Jessie. Puck. They are the reason she has a broken heart. The reason she can't move on. But Puck soon lets go because he loves the little diva as a sister and doesn't want to hurt her anymore. So the tightness of the rope loosens but its still tight.

Right leg: a long rope of neck ties tied together is tied around her right ankle and Mr. Schue is who holds the other end. He holds her back more then any teacher could. He won't let her shine like she needs to and it hurts her. He wants to be the center if attention and she hates it.

This is how she feels, this is what she looks like in her mind as she walks the halls of McKinley and as she lives in the walls of her house.