PTSD//bnha

The Villains

I woke up with my hands tied behind my back. The smell of the sewage coming up from the bathroom making me want to puke.

"So you woke up."

There was a guy at the bar with a hand on his face. Must be shigaraki.

I tried to rip the belts off, but they were too tight.

"GET ME OUT OF HERE!"

"He's not serious right?" this dipshit lookin' piece of crap said in the corner.

"What do you mean? Get me out of here before I blow your face off." A pretty good comeback if I do say so myself.

"At least hear out our proposition." His grainy little voice is pissing me off.

The moment before I woke up...

I remember

"Shit!"

It was getting hard to breath because of the gas.

Suddenly, purple mist spread out behind me and grabbed me. I barely remember except when I was taken out of some kind of prison and right before they took me I saw the mountain crumbling in front of me. I don't remember anything after that.

Now back to beating these villains up and escaping.

"Why did you take me?" I yelled.

He snickered like the shitty gremlin he is.
"I consider you a worthy candidate, Join the league." The hand fuck said.

"I'd never join shits like you! Why would you ask if you already knew the answer. Now untie me and I'll consider not blowing your face off."

"Hahahaha! I like him! He's gonna be fun to play with." That blond chick said. She's that crazy girl right?

These bitches are gettin on my nerves!
I try to explode off the straps but it must have some quirk mulling stuff in the hand cuffs.
Don't see why I can't try my teeth.
You see, if Deku we're here, he would try to come up with this well thought up plan. But I'm not him and he's not here so I might as well try anything. Why do I have to play by that dork's rules?

Five hours later

I think I broke my teeth.
This whole day has been just overwhelming disappointment and self doubt. What if they never find me and I can't escape.
At least shitty hair is fine. I think.
He was with Aizawa the night before probably. How many days has it even been?

"Have you re-thought it?" The raspy voice chimes in.

"Yeah I have"
"And it's never gonna happen."
While they were tryna kiss up to me, I was chewing the hell out of those straps and slipped out of the handcuffs. If shitty hair we're here he would say it was manly. Cause' he'll yeah it is!
The blond chick tried to stab me but I used my quirk on her stupid face. I reached for the door but as soon as I opened it I was knocked out

When I came to, I was back in fresh straps and out of freedom.
I was so close.
I was out of ideas.
And no one was here to save me

"Let me go! Or All might's gonna come and beat your face in!"

"Really? Because it seems like you don't really believe it your self."

"Well, if- if the heroes don't come in time I know my friends will come to save me, even if it's that stupid dork Deku or shitty hair."

They bursted out laughing
"What's so funny?" I know I sound stupid right now. They must be making fun of me!
"They can't save you if they're dead!" He laughed.
What?
It was like the world had shattered.
"Who?"
"Deku was it? They had a whole funeral and everything!"
They continued talking but I just tuned them out. Dead? No way! He can't die? Only I get to decide when he dies! And it's not now!
We knew each other since childhood. Not only that but I didn't even get to go to to the funeral. It hadn't even been that long since he'd been captured. What happened? How? I wanted to beat him and finally show that I was better than him. But of course, he got the last laugh. How can I even beat the number one hero if I can't step on him to get up there? Not even hating him could stop the hot tears dripping down my face.
I give up. There's no more fight in me. Only a hoarse throat and sadness. I can't even think of a comeback to whatever they're talking to me about. At least all might might come. But he was very close to Deku they might have put a hold in the mission for some time off. Of course? What was I thinking. No one's coming to save me. I'm either going to die here or join em. My parents are probably crying more about Deku than the fact I'm missing. All of the doubts and thoughts I had held back suddenly came flooding through. I couldn't breath, I just wanted to cry.
There was only one way out of this and I knew it.

"Fine. If you want someone undercover I'll do it."
"I'll work for you."