PTSD//bnha

The full funeral rewritten

I felt like I left a lot out of the original chapters, so when I posted it to AO3, I added some things. I'm trying to finish a new chapter that's longer because most of this story is half-baked chapters. I also felt that of course since his friends are gonna come back I might as well show you how they're doing.  It's the original chapters, just combined and with a lot more dialogue. Thank you for reading this story!

The funeral was quiet, but the room was packed full of students. Some who haven't even met him. It made me crazy! How could they sit there and moan while he could still be out there! I know I shouldn't feel this way but someone as strong as Deku couldn't be dead! He saved me and fought that guy off!
I heard people talking everywhere.

"I'm so sorry for your loss!"

"Where's Ururaka?"

"Probably laying in bed still. I couldn't find a way to get her up. I'm worried..."

"I feel peace that Deku had gotten to be a real hero before he.."

I cut the word off before I could hear it. He didn't die... I know it!

"Come on, Kota the service is about to begin."

"No!" I yelled.

Everyone looked at me it felt like the world was closing in. I couldn't breathe. I felt like the mountains were closing in on me. I tried to run but as soon as I got to the doors they sprung open with a crying semi-floating Uraraka. She fell to the ground as everyone went to catch her.
I was glad for the distraction.

"Did I miss it yet?" She said softly. Like a fallen angel I thought to myself. I always wondered why god did bad things to people like that. But then again, there is no god. I snuck before anyone could see me.

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Aizawa
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As the funeral went on and Uraraka sat down, I couldn't help but think what I could've done to save him. Not only that but Bakugou was captured and we still haven't found him yet. I was supposed to protect them. If I had just enough time I could've gotten up there. I know there was nothing I could do, but I can't just stop when there's still students I can save. Bakugo. I don't even think he knows he's dead. I know they weren't close, but they've known each other for so long.
The whole funeral went on like this. I was lost in thought. I can't help but think, what did Kota see up there? What exactly happened?
Midoriya's mom went to the podium.

"My boy was brave and strong. Quirk or not he would save anyone even against his own life..."

The salty scent of tears filled the air almost automatically.

"A boy died last week and a boy is still missing. Our community can't afford another loss! I wasn't going to say this at a funeral, but responsibility needs to be taken for our kids. I don't think my heart could handle it!" Tears streamed down her cheeks as she explained all the little things her son did.
I couldn't help but think a boy's life was cut short.

After the ceremony, I got a call from U.A.

"Aizawa, we got a problem."

"What?" Isn't all of this already a problem?

"We got a call from a lawyer. We're getting sued."
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Uraraka
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By the time I got there I was a mess. Everyone saw that and came to help me. A lot of things were going on at the time. A boy ran out of the room, aizawa seemed to be on an important call and Iida looked... not so great. I was questioning whether or not I should go over and talk to him, but he seemed too deep in thought. Todoroki looked... questionably crazy? He was the one acting the most out of character. It was like he lost something and kept looking out the window like it would just be there. I think he even looked underneath a plant at one point. I decided to sit next to neither of them and do my own crazy grieving and self shaming.