PTSD//bnha

The dream

He was back.
Except the mountain was intact.
And so was Izuku.
He was still bloody

"Izuku get out of here! You're going to die, leave now!"

I tried to push him out here but he wouldn't move. He opened his mouth, and all that came out was murky water mixed with blood.

I tried to scream but I couldn't, no sound would come out. Just air.

Izuku started moving... he was still vomiting up water. His mouth was moving like he was trying to tell me something. All I could hear was the gurgling sound of flowing water and my own rapid breathing. He was chasing me! 

I wanted to move but I couldn't. Why can't I move?

"Koougghtta." he said.

I wanted to confront him, why didn't he run away? Why did he try to save me instead of himself?

But all I could make out was

"Why?"

Tears were streaming down my face rapidly now.

I tried to muffle my sobs but I couldn't.

I tried crawling down the mountain but Izuku just kept running faster.

Crunch.

Part of the mountain crumbled underneath me. 

The fall knocked my breath out of me as it all turned black, until I was just falling

I can't breath.

Is this what it feels like to have a mountain crash onto you?

I closed my eyes and

Woke up.

I was sweating like the fourth of july.

I looked at my All might shaped alarm clock. They know I hate heroes but they got me it anyways. 

It was 1:00 in the morning.

I went in the kitchen for a glass of milk. This was 

Normal.