An Imperial Affliction

Blue

Blue

She wasn't healthy, she wasn't fine at all.

“Blue, my baby why didn't you tell me?” I ask her, though she's fast asleep

I rubbed her back, soothing her. “Baby, I wish you wouldn't told me you have cancer... ”

I never realized Blue was woke, “I'm sorry, Blaze. I wanted to yell you but I was scared. I didn't know how you'll react or would you still want this relationship... ” She stopped.

I got up from the bed, I slowly put on my clothes. “Blue, really. Lovely excuse, I wouldn't have even left you, especially with how you are now. I would be to nervous about you being by yourself.” I said.

I felt her eyes watching me but if I turned back I knew I would feel it. If I knew loving her would only cause me pain in the end, I wouldn't have fell for her. She took my pain away and healed me completely, if I knew she was suffering inside behind all her smiles and laughs I would've tried.

"I love you -" Before she continued I slammed her bedroom door, my heart broken just within seconds. A loud sob from her, broke me even more. She was slowly dying and I didn't even know. What type of boyfriend am I?

But I just needed time to myself for now, or I would lose it.

Hold on to me…