Clean
I left Blue, the only person I even loved that night. I didn't turn back until I went to my house - which only made me lonely. I only wanted Blue, her by my side. Her being beside me made me happy, though I wasn't with her, we were under the same stars.
But She sleeps alone, my heart wants to go home, I wish I was besides you.
The lyrics echoed through my head, Blue loved that song she said “It's a true love story about you and me. Remember when we couldn't be together, you lived here and I lived there and though we couldn't be, we were still under the same the stars.”
That one line, she told me when I met her again, truly caused me to believe that I am madly in love with her. I missed her too much, already. I ached for her and just wanted to be close to her.
B: Hey
I did t want to reply to fast so I waited two minutes to reply to her message. Me: Hello
B: I miss you, a lot come back. I'm sorry. I'll explain.
please
Me: Blue, I just need some time to myself. I miss you too.
B: Ohh, I understand. Love ya
Xx
Me: Love you too.
I didn't want to end out conversation, I wanted to talk forever, to apologize and that go back to her. But I did need time away from her, though I hate to admit it.
Me: I need you
Then I decided to delete that message.
Rain came pouring down when i was drowning that's when i could finally breathe. And that morning, gone was any trace of you i think im finally clean.
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An Imperial Affliction
RomansI felt her eyes watching me but if I turned back I knew I would feel it. If I knew loving her would only cause me pain in the end, I wouldn't have fell for her. She took my pain away and healed me completely, if I knew she was suffering inside behin...
