○¡WARNING! This deals with depression, parental neglect, emotional abuse, urges to comit or an attempt of suicide.
○Please this may not deal with you but many people deal with this kind of things so i have warned you. Please get help if you are dealing with this kind of things consult someone you trust immediately.
○ dankie~ just putting it out there.
○ I took a sudden interest in Katsuki all of a sudden!
Your hair bounced with every movement, maybe it was your imagination because you felt like down like a ton of bricks are pressing against your heart, a rock in your throat that seems to be stuck there with every swallow the lump hurt badly, your eyes tired really tired but your tears kept you awake but you don't need to worry just jump, just jump.
All your haters massaging you anonymously with texts that broke you down you wanted to scream tell them what its not my fucking fault i cant get a boner staring at a naked girl. ( sorry if you have a preferred sexuality) So many expectations from your famous father. Modeling you to be the perfect celebrity like him. Fans screaming your name when you just wanted to get a some food for once instead of staying in your lonely mansion of a house.( you tried honestly you didn't even know how you got outside) bodyguards hot on your tail. Cant you fucking leave me alone, all of you leave, go.....
"Oh baby look at those muscles!"girls giggled.
"Those thighs though!......"
You hated these comments they made you feel so uncomfortable.
"(M/n) you have to understand you are very handsome, you look just like me.....now leave I have to review my lines for the upcoming auditions taking part." Your so called father darkly chuckled out as he sipped his scotch.
"Yes sir...." You softly said looking at the floor.
"I said get out....I swear you have my looks but you have the dimness of your mother, fucking bitch."
Now that's the kind of conversation you have your father if you are lucky to even barely call it a conversation.
Also this is the reason you are now sitting in an abandoned bridge under rushing water with salty tears running down your face.
You just about to slip off when you heard a rough voice screaming a colourful language at you. You turned your head slowly your eyes too bleary to make out what you were seeing. Eventually you saw a man with blonde hair with a muscular body sprinting towards you.
"Oi idiot what the fuck you doing here this place is closed of, you can't be here and even why the fuck are you trying to.........jump" his gruff voice turned into a whisper near the end realization only now hitting him. His eyes softened when he saw your red puffy but beautiful eyes unconsciously screaming at him for help.
You choked on a sob when you started leaning towards the edge of the bridge the water rumbling and calling for you to take a swim.....
¡PART 2 COMING!
