Your Name

##.2

"Soobin hyung, why are so distant?"

"Soobin hyung, why are you not smiling?"

"Soobin hyung, can you hear me?"

This Beomgyu is really bothering me from time to time I don't know what to do with him. Its getting annoying my head is about to burst.

Please interact with him. There he goes again telling me what to do. Am I his slave?

No.

"I can hear you, okay?" I replied not looking his way. I don't know who am I replying anymore the voice ringing on my head or the voice that's from this Beomgyu guy.

"Then why are you not answering me?" He asked back giving me his full attention. I am referring to this Beomgyu.

He like me that much. I'm rolling my eyes.

"I already answered you and you must appreciate that." I answered again starting to be bored by this conversation we have and there he goes leaving maybe trying to hype up the whole class. Good thing, I can rest.

Why do you treat him that way? He asked me again, I will never ever have the chance to rest, am I?

"I'm normally like this so why would I change for him... not because I allow you once to order me it doesn't mean you'll order me forever." I replied to myself.

People might think I'm crazy since I'm talking to myself I may have this illness but I'm not a mental patient, or maybe am I?

"Hyung, who are you talking too?" Here he goes again. I thought he leaves, why do he keep on Soobin, Soobin, Soobin. He didn't get born so that he could tail and revolve his daily life for me.

tump tump tump.

Why is my heart racing? Stop it already. No its not my heart it's his heart. I don't have a heart.

"Does your heartache hyung?" He asks me once again giving a small inch of space on our bodies. A small space of inch to breath without touching him.

His eyes it sparkles it reminds me of... No!

"Soobin hyung, are you okay? Should I bring you to the infirmary?"

"Move away you.. don't even get close to me." I overreacted pushing him with full force the make him stumble. Why isn't he standing up?

"Hey get up! I didn't push that hard." I complained while trying to let him stand picking him up by arms.

"He's having a cold sweat." Our class president, Kang Taehyun said while wipping Beomgyu's forehead. "Bring him to the infirmary its your obligation because you're the one who cause this."

Damn it. I didn't bother to reply to him and just piggyback Beomgyu for this work to be done fastly.

I didn't know he is this light-weight it's like nothing is on my back.

Just a few more step left before we reach the infirmary I feel him in motion, "Are you alright?" I asks. "Soobin hyung." He says that makes me worried, which is a new feeling for me.

"Beomgyu, are you alright? Answer me." I said not facing him yet, "Why aren't you answering?" I said once again already pissed while I turned around tilting my head to his face on my right shoulder. There he is, smiling at me. Does he think it's fun?

"Soobin hyung, you're actually worried about me." He said as if his teasing me. "No, I dont." I replied coldly and dropped him without notice.

"It hurts." He said trying to stand up. Such a weak man.

"Why are looking at me like that?" He asks with annoyance and it feels nice. "Did you just smile?" He questioned me, "Here, take my hand." I said to change the topic. "Oh, thank you. Your hand is what I need right now." He said before grabbing my hand.

"Soobin hyung, in moment like these-- when your eyes is filled with tears remember to hold my hand very very tightly okay? You may be different from me but it just means that you are special. I will stay till you are fine, so just hold my hand because it's what you need right now."

My head hurts, that voice again who calls my name sweetly, it seems familiar yet why can't I recognized to whom it belongs. I can't see his face clearly but I know I see it some where. And as how I vision him, he's in the same pain as mine and we are perfect as long as we are together. But why didn't he stay? Why didn't we stay?

A/N:
Another update! I tried so hard to put my best in this chapter but I'm still a bit unsatisfied with it.