Your Name

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Click. A sound that seems quiet yet provides a loud noise, the thing that I heared after twisting the doorknob of the room I am assigned.

"Good afternoon Sir, I am the new nurse assigned for you. Can I know what's your relationship with the patient?" I introduce myself and also ask the man with blue hair, sitting in a chair near the patient while holding his hand as if he means the world to him.

I should have not questioned him it's obvious he is, his brother. I'm such an idiot. Face palm.

"I am his boyfriend, Choi Yeonjun. Can I know who are you-- I mean, what's your name. I need to know the name of the nurse assigned to us, just incase. " He answered looking at me, head to toe and that's when I notice that he have an eye that resembles the one that cat's have.

"I'm Choi Soobin sir--- so I'm just here, going to check if he have any improvement since the day his been admitted. Okay?" I replied with full details, before writing down all the things that I observed from the patient.

"Everything's alright sir, so no need to worry about him because he is improving. And in advanced I'm going to announce that Choi Beomgyu the patient from Section S Room 513, will be awake anytime soon." I said at last before leaving Yeonjun, and I can see that he is fine after I said those. He looks like a bone has been struck out of his throat. Why? -- because the corner of his lips lift up into a smile making his little cat eyes disappear.

I wanna keep him in my pocket.

"Soobin, someone wants to talk to you." Our class president, Kang Taehyun notified me.

"Who?" I simply replied not having any interest in my tone.

"Beomgyu."

Ready yourself, it's either he's going to reject you with respect or reject you without it. But it doesn't matter at all my other half, right? He is going to reject you after all.

Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. The thing that I keep saying on my mind before walking heading to the place where Beomgyu is waiting for me. "Soobin." He called out, Beomgyu called out my name and it starts to make me feel anxious that I think I'm going to melt any time soon. I didn't bother to reply, and I think he get the sign, he continues to talk. "About your sickness, Soobin hyung--" It's been a while since I heared him calling me hyung, and just because I heared that word it seems like all the things that keeps coming out of his mouth had been block to enter my ears. "I still want you." The last thing I heared from him after coming to my normal senses, he then pull me into his arms embracing me and I feel his warmth that even my heart sets on fire again. The only thing that no one else could do, except Beomgyu.

I couldn't even muttered a word from too much emotions I have felt from this moment, I never felt acceptance my whole life, but finally I've got it and it's because of him the voice I heard when one I tried to got out.

Yes, now I finally realize I'm not the original owner of this body and I know anytime soon I would be a part of him only-- the one that we both dislike, but I know we being one soon would be the best moment of our lives, cause' I know in every part of us there is a little bit of percentage that connects us three and that's him, our love for him, Beomgyu--- my salvation. And if ever would it be a dream, I don't wanna wake up.

"Beomgyu, I love you." The last thing I'm able to spoke out before blacking out, we're becoming one. And after all the world is not about selfishness, it's about love and acceptance. People come and go, some would not accept you and will leave you, but someone will come, knock and enter your heart again fulfilling what it failed to have the last time it got tore into pieces by pain.

Goodbye Beomgyu, please don't forget me.

A/N:
Hi guys! I'm back. After a long long long time, I've finally updated. I'm super busy these days guys but I managed after all the hectice schedule from school and anytime soon I would be graduating, it means more time to turn our creative ideas into a book. And guys, stay safe and be healthy. Love lots. ❤️