Friends With Benefits {Klance High School AU} - Discontinued

Chapter 20

Thursday
Lance's P.O.V.

As soon as I got home from school, I went to my bedroom and laid down in my bed. I remained there for the rest of the day, just thinking about Keith and the events of yesterday.

"Y-you can still touch me though. If you want."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

I chuckled at him still laying below me, stomach-down. I flipped him over onto his back. I looked him in the eyes and answered, "Okay."

I tried to think of which out of the things he's told me he likes to do to him. I realized that he hasn't told me much. We never finished our conversation – we got side tracked.

After the 2.5 seconds of deciding what to do, I started kissing the side of his neck and reached down to grab his dick.

I licked up his throat, and to his mouth. I started french kissing him and used my free hand to grab his throat. With my hands no longer holding myself up, our chests were pressed together. I could feel his heart beating fast against me – or maybe that was mine. I couldn't tell.

I stopped kissing him to ask, "Is it okay if I put my fingers in? You can say no." I removed my hand from his throat to hold myself up again.

"Yeah, that's okay."

I removed my hand from his dick and used those fingers to finger his hole. Using my hand that was previously choking him, I continued stroking his penis.

"Fuck-" Keith cried out.

"Feel good?" I asked.

Keith nodded his head.

I pecked his lips before saying, "Good."

Gosh I'm so embarrassing. Trying to act all sexy and cool.

Suddenly, I heard a knock on my door. I didn't feel like answering, so I didn't even say anything. Instead, I just ignored it and continued thinking about a particular asian boy with soft, long blank hair and pretty moans.

"¿Puedo entrar?" It was my older sister, Veronica.

I just let out this weird grumpy groan-like sound for a response, and she just walked in anyways without warning. I swiftly sat up and covered my lap with my pillow. My face felt flushed, hoping she hadn't noticed my erection.

She cocked her eyebrow at me. "¿Qué pasa?" Her voice was calm and quiet.

"Estoy muy confundido." I said tiredly.

"¿Qué es confuso?" She asked.

"Todo!" I said frustratedly. "¿Que es el amor?" I asked after a short pause.

Veronica appeared to be shocked. "Uh... loving someone, means you would do almost anything if it results in their happiness. Even if that is sacrificing your own happiness. And if it is true, honest, real love, then you will never ever stop loving them. if you ever realize one day that you no longer love them, it was never love to begin with. It was just interest, and admiration probably." She sighed. "But what's with the sudden question? Do you think you're in love?"

"No!" I cried. "It's just... it's complicated."

"Do I know them?" She asked.

Them. She didn't say, "Her." I wasn't out to anyone in my family yet, and hearing someone finally not assume I'm only attracted to "hers" feels somewhat comforting. Does that mean she would accept if it were a guy?

"You know that... friend of mine who was over for dinner the other day?"

Veronica's eyes widened and I looked down towards my lap.

"Well I like... I think I like him." I said quietly, trying not to cry. "I think I'm starting to have real feelings for him." My voice cracked and I let out an embarrassing sob.

Veronica placed her hand on my shoulder and pulled me in for a half hug. "It's okay."

Hearing those words made me start to cry even harder.

"Hey, it's okay." She rubbed my back and hugged me tighter. "I love you, Lance. I love you."

I sniffled and wiped my tears on the sleeve of her shirt, not caring about it being gross.

"Does he... I'm assuming he doesn't know about these feelings?"

"I'm not sure," I said. "We like... can I be honest with you about something?"

"Of course."

"We, like, fool around and stuff, and I tend to act more like an... actual lover per se." I explained. "But he never seems to mind it."

"So you guys are... having sex?" She asked.

"Well... we're being physical?"

She nodded. "But he doesn't have feelings?"

I shrugged. "This is just supposed to be a friend with... benefits sort of relationship? I don't know."

"Well," she started. "I'm glad you told me."

"I'm glad you are so understanding," I said.

"Always remember that you can come to me if you need someone to talk to. I'm always here, and I'll always listen. I don't care what about, you can talk to me about anything and I will listen to you fully, okay?"

I nodded my head. "Thank you."

"!Ay! What have I said about using that phrase?" She warned. "You don't thank people for doing proper deeds that aren't favours. I'm just being a good, normal person who cares about her baby brother."

I smiled softly.

Veronica began to make her way towards my door and the realization came over me.

I shouted, "Wait!"

My older sister stopped and turned around to face me again.

"Don't tell anyone about this," I said.

"I won't," she said. "You can trust me."

I smiled again and gave her a little nod. I was about to thank her but but my tongue. She isn't doing me any favours.

After Veronica left my room, I texted Keith.

Me: Hii

I stared at my screen for a few extra seconds incase he answered before turning my phone off and throwing it somewhere on my mattress.

I heard my phone vibrate twice, signalling that I had just received a message. I fumbled to get my phone to see what it was.

Keithy: hey

Me: What's up??

Keithy: homework :/
Keithy: you?

Me: Lmaooo not anymore

Keithy: wdym

Me: My sister came to talk to me

Keithy: bro you're confusing me

Me: huh
Me: OH
Me: NVM MY BAD

Keithy: 🤨

Me: I'm jus hangin around

Keithy: how fun

Me: Fs

I thought for a moment before typing again.

Me: I miss you.

I stared at his typing bubble intensely, worried for what he might say.

Keithy: i miss you too
Keithy: low key

I smiled small with my lips still pressed together. He's cute. He's really cute.