Her Diary

~Stars~

~*edited :)*~

Dear Diary,

Do you ever feel lost? Like you know where you are and you are not physically lost just I don't know mentally lost. Like you don't know where you are at in life. You don't know what you want to do. Who you want to be with. And you especially don't know why you are here. What's your purpose in this world.....why are we here? What is our purpose in this world? Are we just put on here just to die in a hundred years?

Oh! Wait silly me I forgot to introduce myself! Hi, my name is Ivy Scarlett Harley Love. Yeah, I know what you are thinking. And yes I do know it's a long name. My parents couldn't decide if Ivy or Scarlett should have been my first name so they just gave me both. I am 16 years old. And yes again I know what you are thinking you are only 16 you shouldn't be thinking these things. You should be going out doing drugs, going to parties, and having sex. But let me stop you there. That isn't my scene. I rather stay home and read about the stars.

If you couldn't tell I'm a space freak. I love space the thought of a never-ending thing. That could be explored for forever and still have more to see. We will never truly find the end of space. Why well because it's just that space. It's an endless space in the universe that will never fully be explored all the way. Yes I know it sounds scary but it's not. If you truly look deep enough it's not scary at all. Just kinda confusing in away.  I like to think of the star as souls of people who have past on watching over us. And the moon is our guardian she knows all.

I pray to her sometimes. Like when important things are happening. Or when someone I know is sick. I pray to her and ask her to heal them. Or when someone passes on. I pray to her and ask her to keep them safe on their journey to become a star in the night sky. But one thing I never do is pray for myself. No.. I rather pray for someone else then be selfish and pray for myself.

Now I'm not saying that other people shouldn't do it. No, they can go ahead. It's only selfish when I do it... I mean I don't know maybe it's just me being mean to myself. Well I'm going to go mother is calling me bye

                                                                           ~ Ivy Scarlett Harley Love

~authors note~

hi friends :) this is my first book so sorry if it's bad!