in this story, you will read about a girl's hard and rough life through her diary.
This will be updated every Sunday!
Sorry, I'm bad at descriptions so please just read it.
rankings:
#767 in feel good 2/1/2020
#50 in thoughts and feelings 2/2/2020
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Warning: love, gayness, mentions of voices and self-hatred
*the song/video and picture does not belong to me all rights go to the owners*
*enjoy and please listen to the song and sorry for the short chapter btw :/*
Dear Diary,
I think I have a crush. No, not think I know I do. I know I have a crush on her. Now I know what you may be thinking "her!? What do you mean her!?". Well, let me explain I'm pansexual and that means I'm into all gendered and non-gendered people. I go for personality, not body!
But I'm scared because everyone keeps telling me that I'm wrong. Thay it's wrong to love no like her. They tell me that "she can't be your girlfriend she can only be your friend" and that my feelings are wrong. They also tell me that I'm too young to love and know these things. That I'm faking it for attention. I'm not though that's the thing.
I'm not too young to know what love is. I'm not faking anything for attention. my feelings aren't wrong. But there is always that little voice in the back of my mind saying but what if you are. That voice scares me. The voice hates me and tries to make me hate me. I don't want to hate me. It's like I love my eyes the voice hates them. I love my smile the voice hates it even more. I just don't understand it. But then again there is a lot of things I don't understand. well, that's it, for now, diary bye!
~ Ivy Scarlett Harley Love
~authors note~
hi, guys, I hope this was a good chapter for you all! also, I've been getting into anime recently any suggestions?
